也許這個blog已經沒意義了

也許我真的感覺到了

前所未有的清晰....

也許我不應一開始就對你有期望

在別人身上的期望往往很難實現得到

maybe .....rare thing will attract poeple more

something which poeple can get easily

they will not cherish

so  i will close this blog till i hear the answer from my ear