I can't descirbe how busy i am.
I can't count out how many project i have.
I can't know when I will finish them.
I can't imaginie how day coming in Nov.
 

There are a lot of thing i want to do but i can't.
For instance, i want to go shopping without pleasure but i can't.
As the projects are full of my mind.
I need to spend time on catching up with my classmates.
They are very good at English except me.
I feel difficult to read Enlgish speedly.
I can't understand without reading one word by one word.
Even though i could get a high marks on English Composition, i still too weak in wriiten English.
After i get my result of Linguistic Test, i know how poor i am.
i am lost my way.
 

What should i do is what i want to fulfill.
i am chasing my dream as well.
Let me adapt the new environment in UM.
I think one day i will be better.

the first exam are coming in November.
i don't know what result will overcome.
but i know it will not good as i expected.
I still remeber my teacher ever told me that it is very very difficult for LH student to follow Enlgihs programme.
Therefore, we cannot be the best of the class but we can do our best.
I have realized this message since i am a student in UM.
I just want to pass only.
I don't expect to get a high marks.
i just want to graduated successfully.

i will make good use of my time.
I will make efforts to do the thing that i want to do.
i will further my study no matter how difficult it is.
I still restrict to my direction to be a tecaher.
Frighting.