啦啦啦啦啦 ``

前天， 6点多 ``
我就陪mum&dad去洗头拉 ~
顺便给自己一个机会出去呼吸，放松下 `` 哈哈 ~

然后呢，自己就去shopping啦 ``
也meet一些宝贝 ~   [happy, yumi, jiajia]
哈哈哈哈
虽然是一下而已，但也很爽了啦 =))

之后他们走了， 我就自己shop ``
看中东西呢，可是没有买  ~
然后我就去找mum啦，就跟他说什么什么很美 ~
then，mum就讲星期六带我去买 ^ ^
呵呵 ~
我是聪明的小孩子，乘机会就叫mum买 ~
那自己就不用出钱咯 =）

过后呢，我们一家三口就去ｏｕｔｂａｃｋ吃啦　‵‵
姐姐没有口福！
因为她没有来　‵‵
ne ni ne ni bu bu  >.<


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昨天，没有什么事情发生啦 ~
只是我和某某人[sha花窗]
嘻嘻 ~

不过，之后也没有事情啦 ~
kekeke .. ``

到晚上，就接到 pudding的news啦 ~
她改了日期来kl啊 ~
hiaxx .. 2号mum要飞了，我都不懂能不能出去 ``
而且dad讲sunday is a family day  ~

stress  >.<
希望到时候，我能去啦 ~
要慢慢计划了``
ngek ngek ngek ngek ..


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今天，又是和平时一样啦 ~
自己顾自己 …
一个人在家 >.<

我真的很想很想找个人陪我在家里谈天啦 ``
因为我真的很够力闷啦…
早上到晚上都不讲话，口都臭拉 >w<
omg ``

幸好明天和后天，我都有节目！
不然我就死定拉 ``
现在，很后悔上次对自己讲[happy holiday]啊 ~
讲了之后，自己的holiday真的happy到很够厉害 ``
厉害到可以弄我发霉啊 =（
我应该对自己讲[happy boring holiday] ！！

sob sob  +______+

节目啊，节目，快点来找我吧！


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现在，我想对这一位先生说 ：



你啊 ``
不要当你的女朋友我是noob的啦，好不好？
我们在一起3年6个月20天了啦 ``
你以为你有做什么，没有做什么，我不懂得咩？
我可以feel到的啊 ~
ai yorr ..
真的是给你气死了啦 ~
naughty boy ！　
 

嗯 …

突然很想发泄出来``

可是我华文表达能力不好，所以就用英文写了这一篇日记

希望大家不介意  

yesterday night, you really blow off my mood

we should have a dinner tonight ..

but you rejected our plan at the last minute ``

but it's still okay, i can accept that you have something more important ..

then, i asked you to online to chat with me ..

you asked me to wait for you at first ..

but ended up, you said that you are not at home ``

i was so pissed off by you ..

i really hate to be a fool ! grrrrrr ...

if you know you can't do it, just don't say it in a bombastic way !

you asked me ' you angry your dear ? '

i really don't know how to answer you ..

feel like telling you YES, but i din say it ..

i feel that you always make me mad when i am mad at you !

but, i din say anything to you ..

just tell you that i am sleepy .. and i need to go to bed ..

i controlled myself not to get into a temper ..

and i did it, i din lose my temper ..

so i went to bed immediately ..

i was exhausted last night ``

but i din sleep well ..

there is a lots of questions spinning in my mind >.<

i really hate it when things turns to be something i din expected !

i felt so lost & blur ..

i don't know what i am thinking, i just feel so stress .. 

and started to think about my past  =.=

when we first started together on 2004

we argued almost everyday ..

there are not even a day is tranquil ! 

it was really a nightmare to both of us .. 

but we still can tolerate each other =)

i once thought that we would break up very soon ..

but you're always by my side holding my hand ..

even that we argue frequently, we still love each other a lot !

sometimes i really amaze ourselves .. haha  ^ ^

when we started our argument .. 

many rumors came out ..

there were peoples said that i am the one who forced you to be with me ..

there were peoples said that i ruined your life ..

there were also peoples said that we should be separated ..

many rumors came from many peoples mouth !

but i cant do anything ..

because there is freedom of speech, they are allow to say anything they like .. ``

and both of us gone through many problems .. 

i remembered there are peoples is making us to break up ..

there are peoples who hates me a lot for being with you ..

and ... [ some problems, i don't feel like mentioning it anymore ] 

those troubles that really make me sick of it !   

and you still said that i am a little girl, i am very childish >.<

duh .. it's fine ! 

but after one and a half years, everything came to an end !

bitter relationship turns to be sweet ^ ^

our relationship like suddenly boosted ! haha ..  

i was freaking happy ``

our arguments din continued ..

and we understand each other more .. ``

and we lasted our relationship for 3 years and 6 months .. 

i am so proud of it =)

but i wish that our relationship really can last forever *

yesterday, when i chatted with a friend [babyvon]

i told her that i feel that we started our relationship too early ..

yeah , i really do feel it a lot ..

although now we are in a sweet sweet love progress ..

but everything is like too fast ..

i am afraid that time passes, you will get bored of everything ..

i am worry =(

you once said that you will love me for life ..

you wanted to marry me ..

but how old am i? just 16 ..

we don't know what's going to happen next ..

our future is a surprise to us , we won't know what will happen ..

i really wish that now i am already grown up ..

maybe 19 or 20 ..

at that age, i guess i will have more confident to keep you by my side =)

but i guess it will be a long time for me to reach that age ..

there would be another a few more 365 days >.<

i know you love me a lot ..

when we travel together, spend time together ..

you prove to me, you really love me ..

you show your love to me ..

and i love you a lot too .. 

but at this age, i tell people this .. 

people will feel that this is ridiculous ..

i wanted to express my feelings to you, but ... 

hiaxx ..

what  am i thinking?

what is on my mind ..