These days I' ve been thinking a lot about myself, my characters, my performance in the daily life. Sometimes I feel sick of myself but I just can't control my bad temper, I have to keep smiling to say I am OK but I can't bear to restrain my emotion. I am such a big trouble.
Obviously, it's not serious but I feel puzzled. Living in the way that you dislike, meanwhile, you are dim about what you've really been crazy about and how to show it. WHO AM I?
Don't be worried. I just try to convey my mind in another way, maybe English. Please don't mind if you find it a little strange in my expression. I am trying.
And I am fine. I am enjoying my vocation at home. It's nearly 3 o'clock in the morning. My mum just woke up and urged me to go to bed a few minutes ago. I feel it magical that every time she could come to know that I stayed up late after she fell asleep. How can she do it?
Alright. New year comes, I am growing up. I am excited about the future!
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