噚晚成隊兵打黎....原來佢想同我攤牌!!! 我話你知,你自己講話好憎我gar...咁你咪憎lor....我當識錯左你!! 你唔好再係度得寸進尺.....你噚日講咩,我都唔還擊,由你講....係因為一、我好多人係屋企,俾我阿爸同阿媽知我同d同學嘈,實好煩...等間又問長問短.....二、我仲當你係friend,唔係咁鍾意鬧自己o既friend,始終唔係咁好....你講咩,鬧咩,我都唔mind啦! 但係你話我利用LA,去證明我自己,我可以話你知,我絕對唔係!! 你好似第一日識我,一d都唔了解我...你知我絕對唔攞呢d野黎玩,我係百分之一百係認真.....你就話我利用佢....如果我要證明俾你睇,我唔使搵佢同證明,搵個全級最樣衰o既咪得lor....你唔真係以為我好好"蝦"....無可否認,我有時係比較"稔",所以先成日俾人玩....我自己又唔係好mind.....但係我話你知,你已經到左最極限....我係極唔鍾意d人話我攞呢d野黎玩.....我絕對唔會玩LA,因為我真係鍾意佢....你所講o既,要愛情唔要朋友,我覺得係totally wrong.....我絕對清楚我自己唔係d咁o既人!! 本來你唔激我,我真係無咩太大決心話要做到,因為我都知唔容易,我都諗住順其自然.....但係你激完我之後,我d爭勝決心真係係哂度,我知道我要盡力做到,唔可以俾你睇死我! 點知你就愈講愈過癮......NKY都唔否認,佢係覺得我地o既機會係微....但係點解我可以接受到佢講,而接受唔到你講呢??? 你自己諗下你自己講o既語氣,我完全搵唔到一點o既支持,咁叫係好朋友...唔好玩我!! 係安慰又好,覺得我地仍然有可能都好,起碼佢都話"世事無絕對",真係俾番d支持我呀! 我需要o既係呢d呀.....明唔明呀! 我都講咩,你根本就get唔到....又唔了解我,唔信我....好朋友?? 唔係呀! 你自己做到咁,唔係淨係我呀....好多我地班o既女仔都覺得你鍾意LA呀....明嗎?? 睇埋你做o既野,無野可以叫我信你呀.....我噚日都同你講左,我可以當咩事都無發生過,你又話唔可以,話我老屈你.....好! 真係當我錯,你又話唔知想我點....更何況,係你做得咁明顯,個個都覺得係,係咪你應該向我解釋清楚,多過我要向你查證呢.....以後,我係dairy講咩,你無權管我呀.....呢個diary係我自己,我可以講我自己o既感受,咁都有錯,咁都要你批准....我都唔想LA、NKY、TSY佢地難做,所以我都話算啦! 當咩事都無發生過,但係你要同我玩到攤哂牌,又同人講好憎我,仲要話我利用佢,咁再做friend都無意思.....既然你玩到咁盡,要迫我! 我只可以咁做....大家唔好對我感到失望! 我咁講,我自己都好無mood.....我真係唔想搞到咁,我知我地兩個d friends會好難做....(我都係根據我自己想講o既野黎講,無作大,亦無掩飾!!)
P.S.(上面) 噚日要LA cut線先,有少少對唔住佢,之前又呃佢話我地兩個無野,真係覺得對唔住佢! 但係我真係唔想俾LA知,因為我覺得佢唔會幫我,咁我就更加無chance...NKY同我講機會微,我都hurt hurt地...但係無佢講咁hurt...差好遠...同一個意思,但係一個我可以accept,另一個唔得......我係咪真係同佢無可能!! 佢話唔知....但係連環遭到打擊,真係唔係好想同佢講....依家一定唔會,遲d就可能啦!
係曾氏補左4個月,終於識到個人....勁hap呀!! Miffy好野....我從今要帶眼識人,唔可以再亂黎啦!!