今日贏左黃鳳翎,贏31比14.....出線仍然有希望.....但係仍然要寄望West Island輸俾黃鳳翎....老實d講,我地都贏黃鳳翎咁多分啦! west Island有無可能贏唔到! 除左學業同辯論之外,其他野都唔重要! 反正我出唔出到係咁.....今日呀! 我cut到入中間gar.....但係轉唔到身! 其實唔係轉唔到身o既,係唔敢轉....做人真係要俾番d火同勇氣,要好似Tammy咁"西利"!!

今日搭巴士去打波o個時,好鬼無聊......當我無聊o既時候,就會倒哂銀包入面d野出黎睇!! 睇番影過d貼紙相...其實我都係影過兩次咁大把.....兩次都有同主席同Crsytal影.....唔好話我扮哂野啦! 我睇完哂d相之後,我只係問左自己一句,咩我真係有做錯咩.....我知主席想我同佢講對唔住,要我認錯.....如果我真係有做錯o既話,我一定會認!! 我實認錯....咁"做錯就要認,俾人打就要企定定".....但係我無做錯wo......你做到咁! 咁多女仔問我同一個問題.....問我你係咪鍾意LA!! 你自己做到咁,再加上你又阻住我,咁我咁諗都好正常o者!! 但係我為左大局著想,又唔想無左個friend,咁樣我都可以算數呀!! 俾住以前,我係唔會就咁算數.....我算數都不特止啦! 仲要無條件同你friend番.....我都唔知前世欠過自己d friends......一個Mildred Lo,呢個就同o個個咁o既朱家慧整鬼我,搞到我form 1咁鬼慘,生不如死,死不如生!! form 2又有個Carmen Sham,呢個改花名不特止啦! 仲要教Gigi Chan整我! 激到我差d要搞大佢.....Form 3又有主席,我都唔知前世對自己d friend做過d咩......Phy test、bio test..仲有唔知咩test...總之呢排表現都唔好! 正係谷底! 但係,我完全feel唔到有任何一個好朋友係我身邊完全支持我!! o個日派Phy test,我得9分,我真係喊.....但係無人係我身邊lor....Ivy Ngai坐我後面,佢都無安慰過我一句!! 更加唔好話其他人啦! "患難見真情".......我睇清楚身邊o既朋友!! 咁多日以黎,我真係經歷最慘o既野,但係係我身邊安慰我o既,唔係一d我覺得好朋友o既人.....只有"楊媽咪"真係支持我! 佢真係知我唔開心,信心跌得好緊要! 佢支持我,信我可以再起番身! 不斷俾信心我! 佢知主席唔支1我,潑我冷水,佢第一個同我講話叫我加油....可能你地覺得好行,但係我最起碼需要呢d.....儘管我之前成日唔幫佢都好,但係係呢個我最需要人幫手、支持我o既時候,佢就係我身邊.....呢d係我最需要o既朋友!! "好朋友"呢三隻字對我黎講無任何o既意義! 我之前覺得好朋友係一個會係任何時候都會係你身邊o既人,永遠都會支持你、接納你.....我知道,我個人有時係比較自我,要人就! 呢樣野,我自己都覺得係.....我由小學唔知幾年級開始,我就係全班最細.....個個同學都好錫我,咩都就我,咩都係我話事,我想點就點.....個個都聽我點! 生日o既時候,有好多人送生日禮物俾我! 幾貴佢地都買.....我的確俾佢地寵壞左....變得有d任性! 但係我上左中學之後,已經改左好多,係有時仲會有咁o既壞習慣,但係我係一個從來都唔會呃朋友、出賣朋友o既人,儘管我俾人出賣左好多次,但係我依然對人信任!! 上到黎中學之後,更加"稔",成日都俾人玩,但係我都唔介意!! 就算成日俾人玩,但係人地需要我幫手o既時候,我都會幫佢地! 我真係諗極都諗唔明,點解我要對人地咁信任,但係人地永遠都只當你係一個工具!! 用完你就算!! "好朋友"......呢個世界無呢樣野! 好人死哂gar啦!!

P.S. 人就係咁衰!! 呢個世界無得救gar啦!!