lose  ~

what I am thinking about ?

hate ? anger ?

what I am doing ? why my life always like that ?

I was do many thing right ~

and help many people !

but I got nothing ~

just nothing ~

so in the love

I just waiting , sad , waiting and sad ~

always like that !

but my friends ~

is easy to be a affection

but me ?

I just find find find find

waiting waiting waiting waiting waiting

and sad sad sad sad !

so I always sad of ending

I'll find a new one

but now I can't breath

I don't know my self

is love her or like her and

I dunno I love one or many

I hate my fucking self !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and my fucking life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!