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係第1次ge時候,,我曾經為佢心痛過,,係佢最唔開心ge戈段日子裏面,,我一直係佢身邊陪住佢,,無離開過佢,,,每1次當佢打黎,,,話想見我ge時候,,我都即刻出去陪佢,,,就係呢段日子裏面,,我慢慢咁鐘意左佢,,,點知到最後,,我地都係做返fd,,戈陣時,,我以為真係同佢有緣無份,,喊完就算,,再無諗同佢ge野,,e+做返fd,,,仲好開心tim,,,
第2次,,呢個係同佢send msg,,慢慢咁開始發生左少少感情,,之後到佢同我講佢鐘意我ge時候,,我對佢都有少少feel ga,,當我對佢係認真戈陣,,,同佢開始左幾日,,其實我一直都知道,,佢同佢條女都仲有keep住有日日傾tel,,佢話佢會搵機會同佢講清楚,,but我知佢唔咁做,,直到有一日,,佢send msg俾我,,同我講分手,,,我睇完之後,,即刻打俾佢,,我問佢點解,,佢話,,我唔想你學壞,,同我一齊,,,你一定會學壞..我聽完之後,,嬲到差少少整爛部電話,,屋企同手提都係,,我一直喊,,,一喊就喊左兩個幾鐘,,都唔知點解可以為佢喊咁耐,,e+諗返,,都覺得自己好傻,,
到e+都係咁,,每次遇到好鐘意ge人,,都一定唔會有好結果,,直到e+戈個都係咁,,,so我都諗通左lu,,,唔好為一個你明知同佢無結果ge人喊,,即使你真係好鐘意戈個男仔都好,,都唔好咁做,,因為最傷戈個,,永遠都係自己,,,
