I used more than half of my day thinking of the steps for our dance competition~and I almost figured out the WHOLE  ENTIRE dance!!!!!!!!! I'm just so happy about it and felt quite proud of myself.  Next week I will need to teach the others in my class...which I think will be quite a difficult job cuz most of them never dances before.  Anyway~I hope that everyone can have fun while practising the dance...that's much more important than whether we get a prize or not.

  So, here I am~newly 15 years old Denise...doesn't that sounds scary~although I really want to grow up as fast as possible...I just don't feel like I'm mature enough to be 15...strange, isn't it? I'm still me and nothing seems to be any different~so....just forget about it and ....yea....nothing...

  Tomorrow morning I need to attend a mass in the church in Tai Po, it's said to be a kind of ceromony you must go before getting baptism...so I must get up early in the morning and arrive at around 9:30.  Then, when I go home, there's gonna be some peope who I don't really like visiting us...mom asked them to come, actually~I just hated it...but didn't dare to say a word...cuz mom may be angry.  I hink I need to lock my bedroom door in-case those people come in to my room...which I absolutely don't want it to happen~Mom told me to be back home to greet our guests right after the mass is over...but maybe I'll just walk around some-where else instead of going home...cuz I don't want to meet those~guests...(sign)...So I hope that the mass is gonna last forever so I won't need to get home so early.  (praying...)

  Gonna have dinner now...I'm not really hungry though~anyway~mom's calling out there~she's gonna force me to eat lots of food....I think I may barf...