omg.. joy luck club... the stupidest n most boring novel i've ever read... just kiding but yea... it's realli like omg... maybe u will like it but yea.. just dun think u ever will. :p

argh.. garnet just told me that there are only 18 days left... like 18 sku days left... i just.. dunno... like... it's like... sigh*... i just suddenly hav like no interest of anything anymore.. just like heartbroken.. i dunno... like since the whole year n now only 18 days left... n y does it hav to end like in such a sad ending... y can't it be a happy ending...? n u know.. i will never be able to see t.n. or u know... again.. it's like gonna be like forever.. like for the rest, n i mean R.E.S.T of my life... just feel kinda sad n all now... n know wat... i can no longer find the u know... in tn's eyes anymore... n u know... we are now like... realli dunno each other now.. like before.. he still at least talk or at least say one sentence to me everyday but now it's like realli... oh... i just suddenly want to cry so much........................................................................... y can't it be just a happy ending...? or at least a normal okay one...? y does it hav to be a sad one...? i just... dun get y...

anyway... hav fun at sku n yea... best wishes n all.

lovee,

stephhh.