Was terribly tired...slept at 12 something last night. Without actually falling Asleep though...got TOO much to think about. That my brain keeps on thinking and thinking. The harder I tried to shut it down, the more it runs...sigh...And so yesterday...was Wow!!! Can you EVER believe it...our class 4D~Being an art stream class...WON the MATH competition!!! Totally a miracle...!!!
Hum...so these 2 days...bully against not only me but my eeyore....(sobbing)...I was blocked out of my classroom door=.=....and my eeyore placed so high~out of my reach...that I had to climb up and down to get it back...sigh~poor eeyore!!! And early this morning, Vincent called and said he was late so I had to make to announcement of Katso!!! Like....LAST minute notice!!! Argh!!!!
After school, split myself into 3 parts...I ran up and down and up and down again the school building. From Katso meeting to English debate meeting to Dancing practise...running to the next place every 15 minutes. Feeling exhausted right now...The form 1s from Katso(my group)tricked me....=.=they tricked me into helping them doing their jobs while I'm the leader and I told them what to do...omg~why did I totally forgot about that!!! ARGH! And the debate meeting was quite well. I'm the 2nd captain! Meeting till around 6:30-7:00pm like yesterday...the school is REALLY dark and scary!!! But fun as well! Love to have an advanture at school at night! Got LOADS to do this week...I don't even have ONE spare minute for myself!!!
Felt helpless...really sad. Part of it is from the stress of ALL the workload~either activities or homework or tests. Other part is from friends. Sigh...Sandra is still having her tempers~I'm too scared to get near her...I gave her this friendly smile this morning and all she gave me in return was a hated-look...Sigh...I thought friends are ought to be caring and understanding, especially durng these times when I'm under a LOT of stress....a simple smile can make me a better day. I was so dissapointed and felt miserable the whole day. Unitl lunch when I met Hailie...yikes...ok~tears are meant to fall when you are in front of someone who's not ashamed to see you cry. Thanks Hailie!!! Then we pray in the church before we headed back to school...a sudden release that once again made me think worth a smile.
Oooh!!! By the Way....I'm the ONLY one to pass the Chin.Litergy test in my class!!! Weeeee! But am having History test tomorrow...very lack of study time..not so confident~sigh...whatever...need to get some sleep~FINally....ooops~totally forgot about my debate speech~better get on to work!
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