I did those stupid maths homework till around 1AM...last night(this morning i mean...)so I'm Extremely sleepy today.  I was crying and hating my self SO SO much because of the math homework thing.  One of the reasons I love my dad so much is that he kept on teaching me over and over and over and over again for like...a hundred times..and he's STILL willing to teach me again.  Unlike my previous math tution, who made an excuse and didn't want to teach me ever again cuz I'm just too stupid to understand anything and she's geting very annoyed...sigh...just hate my stupid-ness! And I started getting crazy and become a psycho whenever I see NUMBERS....x/y/z...geometry....circles, triangles...all those make me feel SICK! Wanna throw up SO badly(I'm already throwing up in the INSIDE though!) Argh!!!! So tears run down as if a way to wipe away the miserable feeling about maths...(no use...i'm telling you!) Ok...so after all the very VERy TOUGH math homework doing last night, I CANNOT sleep well...was waking every 1 hour I think...sigh sigh sigh!!!!!! Um..maybe mom's right~I really need to meet a psycologist..to talk about my fearing-of-maths problem...

  Hum...lunch with Sandra and Hailie...we had this really funny conversation about what we're gonna do when the time of End-of the world comes.  I'm the one considering how to escape from Earth, Sandra thinks of the FOOD problem right away...Hailie's concerned about what we can play during the escape journey, and Florence...she'll be like "omg!!! Do we have tvs in the space-ship??"...hahahaha!

  Then...ok~might not be able to write here everyday since exam starts NEXT WEEK! Like...um...I haven't really get on to my studies yet...sigh~hehe~but I must do well this time...at least like~be okay...not bad ones...anyway...anyone realise?~that I changed the background music to my Recent Favourite male-singer...I mean...not really that sure about his singing~(I don;t even know what he's singing about!..cuz it's in Jaanese!!!) Anyway...I like him probably because he's extreme;y good-looking~hehe...after watching "Princess Hours"(The Korean soap-opera), I just totally fell in love with that guy"John-Hoon"...but Steph likes the otehr prince though...hum...i still think the 2nd prince is better!!!