VERy ....Extremely stressed and frustrated...I know I just have to learn how to refuse and say No to things sometimes...I'm gettig myself stuck in everything now.  And I really Don't wanna dissapoint NOBODY...how am I gonna do this???? HELPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!

  Dancing lesson after school...I was actually extremely tired....I was sleeping almost during EVERY lesson today...due to the working on Catholic Society and Everything else last night till 12...n I just slept in my chair...leaning on the desk...sigh....So, dancing lesson..was great of course~as usual...at least my head was relaxed during the hours...just go spinning round and round without thinking...

  Better get back to ALL the work...sleepy sleepy but...got LOADS ahead!!! Anyway...Steph...how was the exhibition? And...OH!!! One really nice thing..that "Sum-Sir" waved at me today!!! Whoa...Hailie...I think I'm starting to know him and it's very funny how we knew him! Like..he's not mad at us anymore!!! He was SMiling!!! Becoming really friednly....it's somehow weird that we laughed at him and turned out being friends!!!

  So So So stressed....I'm just SO not sure if I can handle this ALL...

  Hum...and Mr.Ng, my english teacher...brought me to meet K.Wong...and he was like, making me join the debate thing...and Mr Ng..being his best friend, was of course...ALSO making me join it...he was like..."Mr K.Wong is asking you VERY earnestly....like....he REALLY wants you to participate..."....yea~so how am I suppose to respond....I just didn't want to dissapoint MY english teacher....like....so I promised I'll join it...with all the please and please And please..from K.Wong....okay...I'll just do it...FINE! And with 3 other Form6 or probably higher forms students on my team...

  After school...Catholic Society meeting, I was the MC of today and explained everything using the mic....so weird but I'm getting use to it.  The activity was sucessful and it ended at around 4:30pm.  Then was the Comittee meeting....also the Catholic society's...I never thought that...I~being the Promotion...have to do this much...like...during the meeting we discussed about the Christmas Celebration programme that we are responsible for...and we're making a video...and..yea...guess what~...i have to be Holy Mary...YIKES! I DUN WANT TO!!!! The teachers just chose me....I don't even have a choice!!! I DON"T want to be acting Pregnant!! I DON"T want to pretend giving birth to baby Jesus...I DON"T want ANYTHING!!! I JUST wanna be a sheep.....just PLEASE can I be a sheep??? Or just a TREE!!!!! I DON"T want to be Mary and have a husband of whoever from Form6.....ARGH!!!!! The thing is...even HAILIE said I should be Mary!!!! OMGGGGGGGGGGG! So the meeting ended at around 7pm...SO SO dark at school..that we screamed and ran all the way out...

  Plus...TESTS...coming week...gotta ask Dad about everything beofre he and mom leaves for India...just...argh....I'm just so frustrated and confused whether I can handle this all....Gotta get back to work....homework and the Catholic Society's...Manger-making project...I have to write this report thing....sigh.......anyway,,,,thanks Steph....for everything~knowing that I really need strength and support from friends...Thank u~Love ya so so much! And good luck+ have fun at tmr's exhibition...you'll look GREAT in that skirt...with me...your best best and only designer!!!

  HURRAYYYYYYY!!! I Passes my History test!!! The Essay test!!! With 20/30 marks!!!! SO SO SO pleased...cuz 20 or over are considered High marks...and I felt really proud of myself!!! Of course have to be even better next time....(doing my little hurray dance now...!!! hehehe!)

  So Mr.K Wong asked my english teacher Mr Ng to ask whether I would like to join the Endlish debate competition.  It wil be on 2nd December...so will have very intense training...which probably means...practise and training 3 times a week till 6 or 7 pm everyday...ok~so this K.Wong isn't very nice, and I've heard everyone else just refused to join.  But another thing is that...this poor teacher has to find 4 people to go for the competition..and till now, NO ONE is willing to go...so maybe I should go...just maybe...that might make him feel better...? So confused...and don't know what I should do....and I'm probably gonna have to meet him ALone tomorrow....so scared and.....God....please help me make the right decision!!!! As Steph said..."No Regrets....."

  Ohhhhhhhhhh!!! SOOOOO looking forward to the school picnic next Monday!!! Aaron asked if I can join their group for BBQ,...yes of coz!!! So I'll be spending the day with Aaron, Colman, Vick...Cherry, carrie, Heidi...and few other boys...and...can't you believe...the Chan....guy.....OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!! I'm just o scared of him...and now...can't imagine...but Aaron said it will be okay...so yea..I guess I'll try to stay calm...breathe in..breathe out...

  School day....made an announcement on the "Manger"-making thing...Catholice Society thing.  Phew...and YEAH!!!! Even the teacher said I did great...I spoke loud enough for thw whole school to hear and yea....so pleased with myself!!! Thank you Hailie as well~sorry for draging you up on stage with me but...yea..how can we have so much fun..laughing like crazy if we didn't practise that thing together..?? Okay...this thing was just great!

  Lunch with Hailie, Sandra and Florence!!! It's been quite some time since the FOUR of us had lunch together! FOUR Of US!!! I'm SO SO SO happy and excited...like...oh...I know sometimes...I'm just too enthusiastic when I'm with my very best friends....hehehe....had a VERY nice hour, lunch, with the three of them....we chatted a LOT...about everything..!!! (Remark: Very nice curly hair..Sandra!!!!!)

  Hum...the boy who sit in front of me brought that Fat Fat Eeyore to school again today...so I played with it of course!!! So much fun!!!! Was playing with the boy next to me...like...pretending as Matrix!!! Bu...but my Eeyore pencil case had to be the bad guy while he...using the Fat Eeyore..can be the handsome "Keanu Reeves"...dodge-ing bullets and running on the walls...while me the bad guy...got killed...bu~so unfair!!! But anyway...playing with dolls is FUN!!!! Especially Eeyore soft toys...just love 'em!!!

  Was reading this new book I bought from Singapore about a month ago..."Angels In Pink"~I just fell in love with the book title so I chose it right away at the Singapore book-shop! Aw.....the story is SO sweet! Like it a lot! Plus there's this really cute and hot boy as kinda the main character...hahaha! It's a story about a girl spending her summer holidays working at a hospital as a "pink angel"~voluntary work.  And she met this really hot guy and yea...typically falls-in-love...Anyway....there's this very nice quote in the book...that I HAVE to show you all: " Not all angels have wings and sit around the throne of heaven, Some angels walk around right here on earth and help others."  Just as I use to think...there REALLY are angels around us...inside us...

  So yesterday was already very late when I got home so..yea...went straight to sleep! Had dinner at Grandma's place...with the WHOLE ENTIRE family...which means...a LOT of people and a LOT of noise!!! And that means my elder cousin was there and...sigh........it's REALLY annoying cuz he just loves PLAYING with my HAIR!!! I mean...what's fun to play with my HAIR!??? And then he tried to make me fell off the sofa...and crushed me plus my little cousin with his..let's say...200g body...sigh....it'll be so much better if he smells like soap..at least I'll be glad to be crushed...hahaha~oh...but Steph hates boys who smells like soap! Funny how we make the perfect friends while we're so different! Love her no matter what!!!

  School tomorrow and..I'm making an announcement on stage...so nervous and scared.  Like..last time I speak there on stage, no one knows what I'm talking about...since I spoke too fast and all...sigh.....Good Luck Denise!!!! (hahaha~luckily I drag Hailie to do the announcement with me!!! She was like.."WHAT???" when I told her on the phone.....hehehehe~this is what friends are for, right??? hahahaha!)