I FINALLY don't have to stay for any dancing practise today!!! First time I'm free and can have some time for my OWN self!!! YEAH!!! But...this week...till now~3 days...I didn't see (u know who)...it's really up-setting me.  Florence said she saw ...today but...still I didn't! I felt strange about not seeing...

  Anyway~tomorrow, there's PE lessons and we can practise our dance during the lesson..and then after school we have to practise again...all other form3 classes are also practising! And actually, something happened yesterday during our practise...Wendy~a girl in my class, who also took part in our dance...shouted at us with FOUL language...which wasn't and never will be anything nice to do to your classmates.  It happened like this: I was teaching all of them a step that needs to knelt on the ground, since we girls wear a skirt, I asked them not to really TURN with the knees, just to pretend first...then practise at home.  So, when everybody was kneeling down...(a bit pain-ful cuz the floor of the classrooms are rough...) but no one said anything~they all just try to learn seriously.  Then Wendy suddenly stood up and had temper...I asked her to kneel back down...she said it's really painful..I said" Everyone else is also kneeling..we all feel a bit pain..can't you just try to do it for a while?"...then Doris also asked her to kneel down..and She shouted at us all...with foul language!!! That's terrible! She even cried after shouting at us all! Then she was out of the classroom and we all continued practising~ignoring her.  Somehow~Miss Chan noticed...and she met us during lunch time, she said she knew that it was Wendy's fault but maybe she was not in the mood yesterday and just can't stand it anymore during the practise.  I accept that explaination...but others were not at all happy with Wendy.  All I want is everyone to work as a group and to be united..as a team...hope that no more argues will appear and that Wendy can understand that no one is trying to not-like her...

  Oh......I'm so excited about tomorrow! Better have more slep tonight! But gotta watvh OC~so...sleep at 10:30....that will do.  Bye and Good-night!

  OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! I'm so tired after making so many cookies! I'm just back from Stephanie's home...I went to make cookies with her for her school fair or something...for sell.  We made really strange flavours and it was so funny! We tried some really weird ones...they taste Ew...and strange and funny...and most of them were BURNT!!! All turned BLACK!!! (laughing...)we even add some dry sour plums in it....I wonder who will be so unlucky that they eat them...but it was FUN anyway!!!!!!! We had so much fun together and I took some photos too! Here are the photos...have a look!

  And yesterday, I went with mom to her secondary school reunion...it took place at their school...Holy Family~it was really big and pretty..all painted with Pink! It;s a girl's school and I met some of the students there who toured us around the new block just built.  It look a lot like our school's new block...maybe it's because our both schools are catholic schools, and they all planned the design together.  So...I met mom's classmates and their kids...they were all really funny and nice.  And there were two girls near my age...my mom's daughters...we took a photo...and we were getting quite well together! Both of them are beautiful...especially Rachel~(form4)...and Eva was friendly(form1)! I even met mom's teachers...they were all really nice and...they said that I'm pretty! Prettier than my mom when she was form 3..they said...(he..he..he..)

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  So...I just really really enjoyed the walk up the hill this morning, because...guess what happened? Well, you must use your imagination...(he..he..he...) Then things weren't going that well...got a little argue with Doris...and she doesn't wanna talk to anyone, but finally during art lesson, I made her talk.  Anyway, I was feeling terrible at recess...and so I went to find Sandra...I really need someone to talk to me...someone that cares about me~soeone like Sandra or Florence...but since I saw Florence working on something, I asked Sandra instead.  Just as we stepped out of the classroom, my tears started to lose-control.  It's always best to cry in-front of your best friend...not in-fron of other people...everytime I feel sad...I always waited until I see my best friends, then I let myself cry...because I know that friends will take-care of each other and that...crying is okay to them.  I shared all my thought at that moment with Sandra, and let me understand a lot...Thank You Sandra...I love you(as a friend!...).  Then I saw thsi new painting hanging on the wall on the 3rd floor stairs..."When you think nobody cares, think again!"...at least there's Steph and Sandra and Florence who really cares....felt much better now.

  After school, we went for our dancing practise...it was quite fun, but at first some people just can' concentrate and won't listen....they made me Angry!!!!!!!!! Luckily Yuvidy was much more better at scolding people then me...cuz no one listens even when I SHOUT!!! So...everything went well and I taught everyone the Tango part.  I think the dance is really cool! And was so proud of myself since I made it all up! Although it's just a 28 second dance...i enjoyed it as lot...and I think that everyone will be supprise seeing our Tango...cuz It's really cool! Florence and Hailie said it was good too! Now, all I gotta do is to think of the Jazz part...I'm quite annoyed because Sandra told me that she heard that someone said I FORCED my class to do Jazz...when of course~I DIDN"T!!!!!!! So I asked if anyone DON"T wanna do Jazz...no one said no...so that means YES! But...I was quite annoyed when I herd that..and I don't really want to help anymore~I hate being told on! Maybe I'll just think of a little and ask thm to do the rest...I mean...I'm just HELPING...not in-charge or anything! I don't really have to do everything, right? Exactly...that's what all of you MUST say!

  Here's some Ashlee's icons~really pretty ones!!!!!!!!!!!!

And some other pretty ones from Steph's place too!

  Today was GREAT!!! The first person I saw this morning was...I mean...on the stairs...ohhhh~why didn't I fall? Steph...you know what I feel right now...REGRET! If only it could all happen again like Tru Calling...(dreaming...)

  Anyway, during P.E. lesson today, we had a competition on American football...which took 7 minutes to play, and our team won!!! 3 to 1...we are so good at it!!! It was fun..but what made us happier was that we could do whatever we like after the competition! Which means there were about more than an hour for us! So we danced...I taught the other girls to dance..it was fun! I hope that our dance can turn out being the most charming one.

  Then, after school, about 15 of us stayed to learn the dance.  I taught Yuvidy and hen the two of us taught all the others.  We did Tango...it turned out to be really cool~I found two wonderful songs which matches our dance really well...I'm so excited about it! This is the BEST DAY ever!!!!!!!!!!!

  Same as what I said in the title, I'm useless! Why am I useless, you may ask, but that's because...I flunk AGAIN in my math test!!!!! But the point is that I got the worst mark ever!!!! I only got 8 marks...out of 38~and I don't think I'll have the guts to let mom and dad sign it.  I'm terrified and am not planning to let them know until deadline.  (Sigh...) I just can't believe this, I'm so stupid...I'm not even worth a living...I'm the worse in the WHOLE class~and that made me felt terrible.  I just can't keep myself from crying...I think I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight...

  Well, the two lesson before school ends today was suppose to be Englsh, but Miss Lui was absent(which totally sucks)and so Miss Yau took a lesson away and put me to death! Having one math lesson a day is already killing me, I don't and never want to have another...why did Miss Yau had to do this to me? I think she hates me....because of my stupid-ness...

  Luckily, after school~I had some funnnnn! We figured out some steps for the dance and I thik it would be really great! Just can't wait till Thursday, we'll all try out the dance that day.