OMG!!!OH-MY-GOD!!!!!!! OMG!!! I PASSED MY MATH COMMON TEST.....this is not a joke, ok? It's TRUE!!! THIS IS ONE OF THE HAPPIEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE! I'D NEVER BEEN SO LUCKY BEFORE! I PASSED MY MATH COMMON TEST!!! YIPPEE~HURRAY~WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

  And....other than the math test, I had great day st school~everythings seems wonderful...I've never been so happy before! And I didn't even care about the Geography test, the math test is EVERYTHING to me! And as long as I passed...nothing matters.

  Now...yesterday, Steph and I went to the Elderly Home again..it was sooo funny! We had to help to be the receptions while the others go to church...yup~so we stay there at the reception and help to make the lucky-draw papers.  It was so funny! Someone came and we saw them though the video camera...it was so funny, they can't open the door, so we press the open-door button, but they didn't even tried to PULL the handle! It was so funny~we just looked at them...they are just kinda stupid...hahaha! And then suddenly, someone called...since Steph was busy chop-ing the stamp on the papers, I answered the phone.  A Father. Lee called and asked to talk to a Sister...I told him to wait politely and then tried to press the buttons so to transfer the call to the sister.  It was really ridiculous cuz I don't know how to use the phone..then I tried to press all the different buttons, it took so long and the phone was cut.  He called a few times but we still can't transfer the phone........until someone finally came and safe us.....this was so extremely funny! I just can't stop laughing!!!

  I made lots of ascessories today, so I'm so proud of myself.  They are just sooooo beautiful! I just knew I have this really artistic nerve to create pretty things.  Maybe I can take some photos of them and display it here again! So all of you can have a look at them~

  Then in the late afternoon, went to church~cuz had to play the piano.  Met Steph and chat of the plans at Elderly Home again.  We even sold some of our products! I felt so happy and...yeah!!! I'm just over-exciting!!! Um....dunno why the song isn't working~I'll check, guys and it will soon recover!

 Hi~guys! There's nothing special to say.  It was boring as usual inlessons, but Doris sang me a few songs so I don't get that bored.  But I gotta sing her some songs as well, it was really funny...the teachers didn't even notice.  It was quite exciting.  Well..Miss Lui is absent again~hope she'll get well soon.  And Colman's also absent, and Steph told me her brother is also ill.....how come thousands of people got ill today? Just kinda strange...hope all of them will get much better and feel better.  And...wonder if my math teacher got sick as well, because of marking my test...oooh~please~don't cough out blood~I'll feel really sorry...(praying).

New song for you all...it's called "Dancing Alone"~by Ashlee again! Enjoy! Here's the lyrics!

Dancing Alone - Ashlee Simpson

Nobody's gonna hold me back
It's Friday night
And I feel all right
Nobody's gonna bring me down
It's my life
And I'm doing fine
Don't you know I wanna play
So take me on a holiday
So here I am
Looking pretty for you
They come and go
So many faces it's no use
So I'm dancing alone
Dreaming solo
Cause your love's the one worth waiting for
It's just like heaven
Nobody's gonna break my heart
And hurt me like they did before
No one can even get that part
Not until I know it's deep
Can't you come and take me away
Take me to another place
So here I am
Looking pretty for you
They come and go
So many faces it's no use
So I'm dancing alone
Dreaming solo
Cause your love's the one worth waiting for
It's just like heaven
Can you hurry up
Can you feel my love
I'm burning up
I'm so hot
I'm so hot
I'm so hot
Dancing alone
Dreaming alone
So here I am
Looking pretty for you
They come and go
So many faces it's no use
So I'm dancing alone
Dreaming solo
Cause your love's the one worth waiting for
It's just like heaven

  Today was like a torture...I was so strange...I mean I can feel myself acting strange! Those P.E. lessons, we danced and it was Okay. But then...after lunch, I just don't feel like smiling anymore...it seemed like the end of the world..."Why Does The Sun Go On Shining? Why Does The Sea Goes To Shore..."~heard that song before? The melody was like flowing in my mind...and I feel like I'm dying.  Finally it's time of the test and we had to go to the classroom on the 3rd floor(same floor with Sandra's classroom.) I went to her, maybe she must be busy studying for her last minute, but she came out.  And she hugged me..I told her I was really scared.  She hugged me and I cried..I never knew I would cry like that..in front of the whole school..it's quite emberessing.  Anyway, I felt really comforting..and I wanna thank her for being so supportive.  Finally, this math test thing is over.  You know, my mom kinda wants to send me to a phycologist~she said I fear maths in a terrible way....although I agree~do you think I'm really an idot?~I know this is kinda unusual....I just can't control...everytime when there's math teat...I suffer from FEAR...I even got horrible dreams~of being kicked out of my house cuz I never pass my tests.........Terrible.

  Now...wanna say sorry to Kenneth~it's making me feel guilty if I don't say sorry.  I'm So terribly Sorry! ok? Forgive me, please! I know I'm being kind of bad...but..well~what do u want me to do...to make you forgive me?  I SWEAR I never looked at it! And I won't look at it without your permission..i swear. Then...what can I do~you want me to write you a story or tell you one of my secrets or something? I can't hug you sorry like I did to Sandra...u know...(just to break down this fearful and serious moment...for fun)So...Why don't you forgive all of us...and be Soooo generous and out-going that all of us will just Love you, ok? Come on now....boys can't be like that....unless u wanna act like a girl....so...Forget it...and...

Sorry   (english)

désolé   (french)

droevig  (dutch)

traurig   (german)

spiacente   (italian)

pesaroso   (portuguese)

огорченно   (russian)

apesadumbrado   (spanish)

유감스러운   (korean)

I'm sooooo frustrated now...so TERMINATED!

  (SOBBING)............................Super STRESSED! Now...know what, I'm sure I'm really gonna flunk this time...tomorrow's Math Common Test, I just can't do it!!! OH MY GOD.....I think I'm fainting...or maybe dying....Did you know what happened today? I'm so sad, Miss Yau said I didn't let my dad sign my math test, but I actually did...everyone saw it.  And I think she kind of did it on purpose...as I said before...why would a math teacher like a stupid student~a suck-math student like me? Are you actually kidding? No....hey...wake up~that's the reality.  I'm still not getting any good even if I work extremely had....so what's the point.  I will just be waiting for the day which I can finally drop the subject MATH.  Really looking forward to it.

  Here's the best thing happened today, the last two lessons before school's over was English...but Miss Lui is absent again, so we chatted and played and stuff....it was really fun..lots of laughing.  Well, at least I got something nice to think about...so I don't feel that horrible.