升上中四後的我...

身體愈來愈差.....

以前的我...

一年不生病....

中一至中三...

我從不缺席...

中四中五...

已缺席三次了...

.唉...

也好的...

眼看sms.的祝福..

也特別窩心......

今天....

再次想起爸...

天上的你過得好嗎??

十年了..你走了十年...

十年...改變不少...

我仍然記得...

你被肝癌折磨的那段日子...

健康..的確寶貴...

你女兒我明天17歲了...

沒你陪伴的生日...

一定有遺憾的..

不怕...我習慣了...

每年的生日...

都只有一個願望:

你要在天上比以前過得更好.....

Dad..i know that...

that imperfect marriage hurt u so much...

u didnt do  wrong ..mom as well...

the only fault...is timing....

dont blame yourself....pls...

i have never blamed anyone ...

for the imperfect family....

i know both of u are trying to give me...

the best things...it's good enough..true...

i have faith in u....

Dad... u are the most important person in my life,,,

without u...seems..this is the end of the world ...

but ...just at the very beginning...

later,,,i realised that,,,

u just changed the way u love me....

u chose to bless me in heaven...

guide me.....i can feel it...

Can i ask u for a bday gift ???

just one...is ..have a better life in heaven....

Dad...pls and must have a better life in heaven....

u are the only reason ..drive me to work hard...

make me feel alive...

for so many years....

i just have one goal...

being the daughter u are proud of.....

i want u say to ur friendsss in heaven...

"see??she is my lovely daughter..a good girl.."

Thats what i want.....

ps...seems we hvnt met in dream for long long time...

heavy workload again???

pls..take care yourself..

and visit me in dream asap.....

I  LOVE U ..DADDY!!!

Dear U

作詞：張敬軒　
作曲：張敬軒

我們都很想念你　在你離開以後這些日子裡
以往的每次想起　眼淚都像海水一樣的決堤
你臨走前的那些日子　我們每一個人都盡量的掩飾
不讓你看到傷心的樣子　心裡的痛苦永遠無法解釋

*看著疾病不斷侵蝕你的生命
多想讓時間暫停　讓你再感受多點溫馨

#你鬆開了雙手　帶走你的溫柔
連說聲再見的時間也(都)沒有
只希望你能快樂　永遠無憂
一切(所有)的幸福都在你左右
你鬆開了雙手　帶走你的溫柔
我們還會相親相愛到永久
遇到風雨的時候　緊握著彼此的(雙)手
你的愛已足夠成為我們堅強的理由

最後的那段時間裡　我一回家就會去看看你
多想用自己全部的努力　換你堅強生還的勇氣
妹妹經常在夜裡　千萬次的呼喚著媽媽的名字
或許她還不曾想起　最愛她的你已經不在這裡