今日.. miss chiu 冇返.....個個都好開心..但係我掛住佢!
人就係咁....有ge時候又嫌3嫌4....冇左又好似唔知點咁...--"
lunch....同aR儀食.....幾好丫.....佢好似愈黎愈易相處....幾好傾丫..
諗住買番學校食la......之後, 唔知點樣咁..又同左vIncenT食.....呵22.!
佢買野飲..仲買埋比我呀!!好人有好報呀...哈哈哈 =]
上番去開locker.....之後又落番canteen...學校播..”童話”..
個1刻.....忽然間...因為d野....好想喊..." 眼濕濕...!!
本來,我1直都好好Ga......因為有history堂....有卷對..
派左卷.......我唔知我自己想點....個1刻..我真係真係好好好想發脾4..
我不斷問自己.....我係咪未盡力??!! .......我好想講同自己係!!起碼唔洗唔開心先*
但係....我比每1個人都清楚......我知我已經好好好好比心機去溫..
我拎左卷就冇出過聲........直至李偉文..串我...
因為我已經好煩.....所以我發左好好好大ge脾4....我勁鏟佢....
佢冇野講.....好火....係全班好靜ge時候大叫......!!!!你以為我會怕??!!
呀sIr 知道咩事...叫佢冷靜...!!fuck...點解呀sir 好似講到我唔岩??!?!
係個1刻......我真係好好好灰...我覺得自己已經冇哂希望!!*
我喊?!?!?!?!?!.....咁大個女...我第1次因為考試低分喊......
我記得...我以前仲成日笑e d人..笑佢地傻..因為我覺得d分冇咩大不了∼
今日,我終於明白......原來喊唔係因為幾多分ge問題....而係我唔甘心....
我唔甘心人地冇溫過都有20分....我呢..!!!我溫得咁辛苦都係多佢6分?.!!!*
我ge努力只係值6分..????有冇人可以比個答案我
OScar.....好似好驚......可能估唔到我會咁掛......呵22....
今日,心情真係好差...........真係好差......我開始唔知自己想點..
放學......我特登行去 canteen..行左1轉...因為我想見到佢..
我覺得係e個時候...maybe係唯1可以令我開心少少ge人....*
但係...........................................佢唔係度............唉!!
之後,同呀儀去左食糖水...之後番home........!!!!!!
開電腦.....勁聽”童話”..唔知又做咩...我聽聽下好想喊!! *
我身邊ge 朋友1個1個拍拖....好開心...好幸福.......但係我好心up"
點解...佢地只需要add 1 add個男仔icq........就可以令個男仔鍾意佢地??
因為佢靚..??還是因為佢......瘦.............!!??
每次見到d拖友1齊......就諗起..郭耀璋.......諗起佢同我講ge野......
我知.....我知.........真正令我自卑到咁ge係你.............你地知唔知...自卑真係好辛苦!!!!
我唔想呃自己.......我根本搵唔理由令我呃到自己......我真係咁樣衰..??!! 下..?!
我成日諗....如果我真係瘦左..令左...我ge命運係咪會改寫..??!搵人答下我!
點解我會咁!!點解我要肥...點解我要樣衰..
點解呀...同我講點解呀!!我真係好想知點解呀..
求下你.....有冇人可以講我知呀.......!!!!
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