☆★人群中散失.  散失了太多的快樂

last day of July.  i am talking about my summer job.
it's very nice.  although sometimes it's boring
i almost fell asleep this afternoon

today is Numb's borthday.
happy birthday to Numb.  =]

we go Energy.   this is the first time i feel bad.
not anyone.  but the whole feeling to me
i hate drunking .  i hate it very very much.
so i don't drink any beer.
i sat besides you.  and i only be dumbly.
bescause ..  i know i have nothing to do except sitting.
so i left very early

人群 中散失    散失了太多的快樂
遺留了一堆不能言語的感覺.
天知道.  怎麼辦.
幫我找尋遺失以久的安全感
我只是有感而發.
我想我也是醉了.
喝醉了.  看醉了.  听醉了
糊塗了..
醉的是心  而非身..

但願抱頭大睡.  
可是.  誰能保證今晚的軀體能睡得安穩?