i don't know where u had gone away.
but i will try to find u out.  my dear.  =]

as the last sentences.
i will get u finally.

though my way is quite ugly.
i will insist on going.
and i am sorry to tell you that i won't get lost.
it will be a non-stop journey.
i have no idea of how this idea comes.
maybe for a sudden
but that is not important at all

i want to say is that " i am really love myself "
though not beautiful enough, not tall enough and not slim at all.
etc.
we are not god.   we are not perfect.
if i was a perfect one, i wouldn't live so hard for my life.
so it must be very boring as i have got all the best things.

i'm glad to be myself.
i am not the dream to everyone but at least i am the dream of mine.
i believe that one day i will be found.
i am at the corner of here, though the light is not bright.
i believe you will find me out.
and i am waiting for that day,
that day you find me out.

thank you for your reading.
i know that you will understand what i mean.