i should't be hit down.! so never....

the first test week is going to go to an end.
but our chronic battle still have long time  to go.
to conclu my result, i totally disappointed with them
not only dissatisfaction but out of my baseline.
i have never thought of my english test result can be so...so awful.!

when i looked around, i could see most of the classmates worked better than me
i am not comparing myself with the others.
i just want to say.. " it couldn't be worser. "
i told myself.  that's the last time i write this kind of diary.

i can't accept it.. i can't!
i don't think my ablity is lower than anyone.
i believe i can do it better,
there's no stupid guys .. but lazy and careless guys

i have to always remain myself..
" now i waste one second. i will regret for a long long time "