Long ago, there was a bird who sang but just once in her life
From the moment she left the nest
she searched the longest leaf for a thorn tree
never resting until she found one
Then she began to sing
more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth
But carry away in the rapturous honor song
she impaled herself on the longest, sharpest thorn
As she was dying
she rose above her own agony to out-sing even the lark and the nightingale
The thorn bird traded her life for that one song and
the whole world was captured to listen!
And God, in His heaven smiles~

As her very best was brought out only of the cost of great pain
Driven by the thorn, with no fear for her death to come
But when we push the thorn into our breast
We know...
We understand...
And still... we choose the pain of the thorn...

當我們迎向最深刻的痛，我們知道我們將無所畏懼，因為，
　「唯有經歷著最深沈的痛楚，才能換取最美好的事物！」）

今日既天氣真係好奇怪啊~~明明有陽光,但卻下起雨..

晴天..都係會落雨ga,根本,就唔會有絕對既晴天,

邊個話晴天唔可以落雨,又有邊個話落雨唔可以係晴天~

有時人都一樣...在晴天的同時,其實~亦在下雨..

就算個天幾晴...都係會有落雨,行雷,閃電,打風的可能~

在我的晴天中,其實亦在落雨的..

有時..我寧願一直是陰天...

至少,唔會使我由天堂趺落地獄.......這樣,我會開心點....

我要的...是一個只有我先看得見的陰天...

因我不要人為我擔心!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我試過,憎惡我的當初, 寂寞地,未曾找到自我
但自問自卑感覺也未原諒我!

結局仍然未見 我始終不容許我自卑
要是黃河未到 我又如何拋得下你
旅行..可能到最後...真係只係一趟旅行....一趟沒有終點的旅行...

『我知道傷心不能改變什麼　那麼　讓我誠實一點
誠實　難免有不能控制的宣洩
只要關上了門　不必理誰

一個人坐在空蕩包廂裡面　手機　讓它休息一夜
難　像切歌切掉回憶的畫面　眼淚不能不能流過十二點

生日快樂　我對自己說　蠟燭點了　寂寞亮了
生日快樂　淚也融了　我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切

還愛你　帶一點恨　還要時間　才能平衡
熱戀傷痕　幻滅重生　祝我生日快樂 』

因為阿yan要去北京,so...今日同佢預祝生日,

$:30pm搵emily~搞d野~再搭巴士去上水~

join埋阿yan~~行左一陣~~就決定去pizza hut 食~~

6:30pm到~等埋阿基同vincent~~~7:30pm~~食野lu~~

食完就去某食店食birthday cake~~yeah~~

之後去左公園~~他們行開左~~

唔唔~~~不過~~maybe~~我激嬲左人~~唉~~

之後番m記~~又食~~化悲憤為食量~~!!

要強顏歡笑..真係幾...咩ga~~哈哈~~

之後12:00pm~番元朗~join賢哥哥..chat下lor~~

太耐冇見la~~~

maybe,你地都說得對的~~

later先算la~~~

逃避不是好的應對方法..

面對唔一定最難過.......

我唔開心,我諗...只有天知道~~

而y 我唔開心,我諗...都是天知道~因為我都唔知~~

我是不是真的...我更不知道~~

我只係想...永遠都係晴天~~

因我討厭落雨....落雨..太難受了~~

今日下午出左去食tea~~

之後去buy左d 野~~~唉.....慘!!

之後又buy左d野食~~yummy~~

見到d銀包好靚~~其實我都好想換好耐ga la~~

coz..而家果個..好像...不太o岩我lor~~

唉..but 又未有$$住~~忍下先la~~~

原來我已經過左我既舊曆生日..哈哈~~唔經唔覺...

前日ar ma~~哈哈~~咁o岩果日去左TST~~橋啊~~

突然諗起..之前睇過本書..

它說:『 未來一早已經握在我們自己的手中，只是我們不知道它怎樣發生！』

 我覺得它說得很好啊~

今日中午就俾人叫醒~~~之後同思朗食m記...真係好食~~ 之後就同她行下~~因她想buy 波鞋~~不過好熱下lor~今日~~ 思朗啊~~你做咩唔阻止下我啊~~死la~~ 全副身家只剩下十零元~~之後仲要同朋友慶祝生日tim~~有支出,冇input~頂癮 唔得la~~真係要講....今鑊真係...仆直la~ ~唉..自己攞黎.. 要下個月先有$$$$$la~~星期四..真係...算! HARRY POTTER 可以預訂la~~不過未有$$住~ 係啊~~vincent啊~~我又buy 左野比你la~~ 你一路都好想要ga~~唔係公仔啊~哈哈~等下la~~呵呵~ 原本都想摺下心心比你既..但我而家咁既環境~~你番黎先la~哈哈~   SUDDENLY,好鍾意呢隻歌~ 勇氣 終於作了這個決定　別人怎麼說我不理 只要你也一樣的肯定 我願意天涯海角都隨你去　我知道一切不容易 我的心一直溫習說服自己　最怕你忽然說要放棄 愛真的需要勇氣　來面對流言蜚語 只要你一個眼神肯定　我的愛就有意義 我們都需要勇氣　去相信會在一起 人潮擁擠我能感覺你　放在我手心裡　你的真心