唉,,,,, 仲未接受到           

                                                                                                                   居然得唔到想要既關心同埋問候!!!

                                                                                                       唉!!!好唔開心!!!我真係好需要得到你既關心!!!

                                                                                                      唉!!!個心一次又一次咁受傷害,,,真係難以接受到,,,,,,

                                                                                                                 反正都要痛,,,不如一直痛落去......

                                                                                                        既然心都已經痛緊... 身體都可以一齊痛埋!

                                                                                          唉,,,人生第一次做D咁儍既事,,,,,,真係唔知自己為咩!!! 

                                     每日重覆又重覆咁插自己幾刀 直至到自己儍完為止,,,,,,自己都未必知點解自己要咁儍...或者......為既可能只係想換取<佢>對我既關心以及問候......

                                                                                                                                        點解自已要咁蠢姐!?其實  我自己都想知!!!

                       明知佢只會一直為我帶來傷害,,,明知無結果,,,明知等唔到佢,,,明知佢對自己無情,,,明知佢唔再愛自己,,,但係,,,自己仍然要不顧一切後果咁等待期積既出現,,,,,,因為愛一個人本來就應該係咁!!!