總覺得應該要去看看我媽

已經有差不多快兩年的時間了

每次想到這裡

難免內疚

現在是時候嗎?

我搞不清楚我是在恐懼我媽還是那個地方

還是還有其他的原因

反正都不好說

''It’s okay to be hurting as much as you are.

What you are feeling is not only completely

valid but necessary — because it makes you

so much more human. And though I can’t

promise it will get better any time soon, I

can tell you that it will — eventually. For

now, all you can do is take your time.

Take all the time you need.''

          — Lang Leav