This is the 1st day of VBC, a junior camp for children in my church. I am one of the helper in craft department... i know that is one of the boring position in this camp... it is not a really, really challenging position and you don't have much chance contact with the children... That whats i want anyhow... i don't want to speak with the children and tell them to do things... that is a hateful job for me...  
    Today morning... i got up at 8:10... == 5 min left for attending VBC... i late for sure... i came into the church and no helpers were outside the library... then i ran inside... wow... every peple were looking at me... >< okok.... it is already embarrass... ENOUGHT.... After that... we listen to the new pastor for a breif sermon... then we left the library... went to the gym.... waiting for a long time then sing and dance with the children... ==... my actions was wired and ugly **.... anyways... eventually me and esther and rachel went up to the room where we will spent our rest of the week for... craft room... 
We start teaching... and i was the 1st one presenting about the 1st craft ~!!! not fair... it is only because i was joining this last year also >< when i finir....we gave them the materials and start...
Repeating and repeating... teaching and teaching... finally lunch then teaching teaching and teaching~!!! >""< no time rest... 
when everything was over.... Esther and me left... my mother drive us to home AND
9:00... piano night again... == the 2nd last one b4 the exam... ++.... so tired... and exhausted...x10000
Little reflection----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
VBC = 服務令hrs only??i always ask myself.... i don't want to think about the hrs but i can't.... -_-.... when the students are crazy and mean... i always think about the hrs.... God... help me....bring my brain to the right track...