today,at first, JIA and I are not in a good condition, i'm really anxious, and helpless, but want to help JIA to stop her from angering,.7 times,i remember,. i want to do sth to change this situation, at fisrt, i want to keep silence, because no matter what i said, she would be angry,. so i decide that i would say nothing so as not to make her angry, i know she's still angry, she's even disappointed with me, in the desperation, she said that she hated me, she wanted to kill me,. i nearly break down, i'm afraid that that day would come, which would kill me,.

     when we're at ktv, at first, i want to embrace her, she refused,.i know i am in desperate need of her, i would be crazy without her,. she was now angry, i have to change, to change the current situation, so that

so that we might have a better future, i don't want her to be angry, she needs a port, a warm port, she said

that she was very sad and heart-broken, but i can just be silence,. so i embrace her, i want to give her comfort, not false promises,now i have made a little progress to ensure our steady relationship,.though she

said our characteristcs were not matched, i think if there's affection, many things can be solved, i want to warm her, for she has been in the coldness and darkness for a long time, i have to enlighten her, i love her deeply,

so i have to consider everything of her, to make her happy ,not to anger her,. i also know that she hope that i would be in a good direction, i am on the way,JIA.Be patient, i would be your best.