琴晚俾何思琳爆粗罵完,喊左一晚...雖然我其他fds 都叫我唔好理佢...但係...要將一個"好朋友"所講嘅野忘記...真係好難...今朝都仲係好唔開心...
今朝我8點幾起身,屋企已經無晒人(除左我菲傭)...趁無人...我又喊左一陣...當然無話俾kelvin知la...喊完,on msn,何思琳已經on 左...我見到佢on,即係佢解左我封la...所以我都解左佢...
我搵佢傾計...我叫佢唔好咁...問佢究竟咩事...佢竟然話:愛情係兩個人的事,不容許有第三者介入!
好明顯佢話我係第三者la! 我同佢講:陳超都同你分左手la! 佢話:no!! 唉...原來佢唔知kelvin唔再鍾意佢...佢認為佢地未分手...一切都是誤會...但係...何思琳又點會接受這個現實ar...
同陳沛霖傾計...先知原來何思琳喺6c係好乞人憎...那一刻的感覺真係好怪...我唔明...佢咁對我,我點解仲要當佢係好朋友?我點解會同情佢?點解我可以一d都唔憎佢?點解我對佢只不過有點害怕而不討厭?唔明呀...!
kelvin今日去中學註冊...我打過電話俾佢...佢叫我開心d...我話儘量la...1點幾...今次係佢打電話俾我...佢問我仲有冇唔開心...唔知我係咪唔想佢擔心呢?我扮開心...傾傾下,我要食lunch,收左線...
星期一,二協恩都要考試...今日好努力咁溫書...帶着傷心的感覺來溫書...唔係好記得入腦...= =
3點10,我打電話去kelvin屋企,auntie聽電話,,,auntie話kelvin唔喺屋企...佢知我係Jenny呀!次次打電話去auntie都會話:你係Jenny牙? 點解會咁ga...好驚wor
4點鐘~kelvin打電話俾我,傾左半個鐘,因為我要出去學野所以就收線...其實我唔係好想收...
夜晚,越來越失落...好想死...kelvin陣係識得叫我唔好理何思琳...但係佢一日咁話我...我個心一日都會好唔舒服...食飯...daddy講左d野好hurt 我...咁又搞到我喊左半個鐘...我覺得呢個世界真係好灰...冇人明白我...kelvin知道左...好似好嬲咁...即刻off 左...唔知佢係lock 左我定真係off 左...但係我都應該say 聲sor...真係sorry ar!!我知呢個世界上仲有你明白我...但係我真係好唔開心...希望你能明白我,體諒我la...sorry ar,kelvin!!!
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