The last day of TSA~yeah!!

返到學校,,,慘!!!!!黃振杰喺我前面...> <"

行落操場,"呀!!!!"<---我大叫    有冇搞錯呀!行行下樓梯無端端停抵!差d撞落佢度!撞左嘅話就跌落樓梯ga la ma!

問佢做咩停抵佢竟然話整親隻腳,,,之前又唔見佢拐下拐下!扮野!

去到走廊,又無端端停抵...又差d撞!!!無奈...李李都見到我俾佢玩ar...哼!

之後,,,當然打打打打打打...打佢la!!!

****上堂lu...no...係考試lu...****

但係我又好似琴日咁,,,考試期間要忍住唔喊...

因為佢始終唔肯答我...

忍住唔喊這感覺好難受呀,,,

小息......好la!!!容忍都有個限度!!!我已經講過如果Kelvin仲唔答我我就嬲佢!佢死都唔講麻!好!嬲佢!

愛一個人始終好難嬲佢...無奈...扮嬲...

1點半,,,考晒lu...

放學...好頭痛呀!!!!!!!行去四年班當值,,,想暈添...樓梯冇人...真係暈左死左都冇人知...

返到屋企,食飯 ,之後online,跟住學琴,,,返到屋企又繼續on~ha

好野!Kelvin 終於答我la!無論結果係點我都咁愛佢ga la~都唔明佢之前點解唔答我...唔想我hurt 掛...

但係我真係冇所謂!只要唔對我講大話就得la~我唔鍾意人對我講大話...

唔知係咪又因為這原因呢~檳檳同我講仲有d鍾意我wor...

愛情真係複雜!!尤其我地學校d愛情,,,,,,唉...

我只係知道愛是一種感情,也是天生出來的,既然上天是注定你愛他,你必須接受...我曾經為了一點的快樂而放棄一個最愛的人...我違反了天命,所以我現在才會這樣痛苦...

我相信係因為我當初同kelvin分手,同alvin一齊,但係又唔係真心愛alvin,其實我仲愛kelvin,又唔想同kelvin講,所以呃佢話我鍾意savio,之後又講清楚我唔係鍾意savio,又呃佢我冇鍾意人,gary 一直都鍾意我,佢又成日同我一齊,其他人又以為我同佢...<--我同gary this one 都幾crazy  唉...仲要無端端殺出個5B 周俊熙!!!<--有一四年班tell me....無奈...煩!!!!!

愛情真係幾令人煩惱...

但我今日最煩嘅係聽日係7月6日~星期三!!!!!!British Council 要補堂!!!!!

原本都無咁煩...但係2點幾3點嗰陣Savio竟然online!!平時佢陣係weekend先on ga ma...今日仲要一on就搵我傾計...請問今日個太陽由邊面升起ga!!??

我問佢知唔知聽日要補堂,佢話"ys" wor...

好驚呀!!!!!!!雖然我同佢講清楚,但係佢冇俾過任何反應我...我有陰影ga ma...

都係嗰句..."星期三見完,星期五又見,唔制亞!!!!"~~~haha

好驚Savio望住我嘅眼神呀...Alice Chang話佢種眼神好,,,咩,,,wor,,,驚驚...

如果唔係佢第1堂開始就已經咁望住我仲要俾Alice Chang 發現,我都唔會咁...

但係我同Alice Chang 仲未肯定佢係咪鍾意我,,,> <

打電話去問佢,佢又話一時一樣第1次問的answer"係"第2次"係"第3次"唔係"...咁即係係咪鍾意我??

總之,,,,,,,我唔係鍾意佢la,,,我諗真係唔係掛,,,,,,,,ha

刊登時間︰2005-07-05 06:51 PM    [ 訪客留言(7) ] [ 編輯日誌 ] [ 分享至FACEBOOK ]

今日TSA,,,好易ar!

跟學號坐,,,我又好自然咁望住Kelvin,,,

我琴日問佢個問題佢仲未答我呀!!!好傷心呀...

唉...喺學校度想喊,但係要考TSA,廢事影響心情la,,,強忍眼淚!!!都總算忍到,,,

返到屋企,第一件事:::喊!!!!

Kelvin 叫我唔好喊,,,

我要佢答左我先至唔喊,,,但係佢死都唔肯,,,

原本停左冇喊ga la ma,同佢傾電話又搞到我喊lu,,,

因為諗起以前d野所以喊ar,,,我真係眼淺...> <

佢係都唔肯講,,,想死ar!!!!

死死死死死死死死~~~我想死呀!!!

算la,,,,,,夠鐘去學flute la,,,出街,,,

買左份畢業禮物俾佢,,,

返到屋企,同佢msn,,,

我話俾佢聽我想戒手,,,佢唔俾,

i asked him"傷在我身,痛在誰心?"

佢話我父母wor,,,我有d失望添,,,佢地都唔知我戒又點會傷心呀!

之後佢話佢會傷心,,,問佢點解佢又叫我唔好問佢點解,,,

點解唔俾我問點解wor!!

我換左相呀~~但係...

但係我張相搞到佢lock 我呀!!!

唔制亞,,,眼淺的我,,,哭了,,,

  Kelvin ar!!Answer me la!!!please!!!唔該呀,,,你唔想見到我喊的話就答我,,,如果唔係我會一直喊ga,,,

***今日收到封信,,,好恐怖!想死!

British Council 寄嚟ga!!!!

七月六日(星期三)要補課!!!!!!

上次紅雨搞到唔使返~~勁hapi lor,,,

但係而家要補堂就覺得好悲哀,,,唉,,,要見到Savio!!!!!星期三見完,星期五又要見,,,有冇搞錯呀!

上個星期四我仲同佢講左我真係真係冇鍾意過佢,,,星期三唔知佢會用d咩眼神望住我呢,,,

afraiddddddd......

但係我好開心我有勇氣同佢講清楚ar!!!之前alice chang 同barry liu 話俾Savio 聽我鍾意佢wor,

真係~~~~~好過份呀!!!我叫alice同佢講清楚我唔係鍾意佢,佢個樣又好似半信半疑咁,,,

搞到我要親自同佢講,,,> <

我鄭重講多次!!!我係鍾意Kelvin 唔係Savio!!!

我唔理Savio 係咪鍾意我!總之我唔係鍾意佢亞!!!!!!!!!

刊登時間︰2005-07-04 07:20 PM    [ 訪客留言(1) ] [ 編輯日誌 ] [ 分享至FACEBOOK ]

Today 係我第三日病la...@.@

朝早去左游水,唔知係咪因為病呢,游到頭暈暈...

3點幾先食lunch...變態ga!!

去左尖沙咀,行書局...因為家姐要買會考參考書...

唔知點解次次去親尖沙咀我都係病,,,無奈

之後自己返左屋企溫書...TSA ma...

返到屋企溫完書,on 左一陣line...

同Kelvin傾計...

答應左佢d野,又問左佢d野...

但係例牌"...........",又唔答我la...

我又例牌咁cry lor...

唔制亞,,, 點解你成日都係咁ga,kelvin,,,

夜晚去左又一城have dinner...

刊登時間︰2005-07-03 07:50 PM    [ 訪客留言(2) ] [ 編輯日誌 ] [ 分享至FACEBOOK ]

琴晚同paper msn,佢話蕭頌檳話俾佢聽佢唔再愛我wor,

本身我覺得冇乜野,之後喺msn 度問蕭頌檳有冇D咁嘅事

佢話paper 呃我wor!

算吧la你,蕭頌檳!paper 從來都冇呃過我ga!

而且,我除左Kelvin 之外任何男仔都唔會信!包括你!我只係信kelvin 同我d 女性朋友,

更何況一直都係你鍾意我,我都冇鍾意過你

你愛厭左,放手係一件好正常的事

講真,我真係冇介意過蕭頌檳唔再鍾意我!

我介意的是他曾經許下諾言話會愛我一生一世,又話唔會對我講大話...

但係而家呢!?佢不單只放棄我,琴晚仲呃我話係paper 呃我...

有咩事你咪同我講lor!我唔介意ga bor!

又俾boy 呃la...傷心...

but hapi 的是,,,Kelvin 出動關心我ar!心情好左D...

我真係真係好愛你ar,Kelvin!!!!真ga!!!

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今日R.C.新member 宣誓...

好熱ar!!!!!

我做旗手,,,(其實我一直都係ga la)

塊旗布勁"香"lor

頂唔順......

搞到我胃痛!!!(其實唔關佢事)

係我仲病緊姐,,,,,

夜晚去左山頂have dinner!!正ar!但係一路食一路諗住kelvin...好miss 佢ar...

刊登時間︰2005-07-02 04:59 PM    [ 訪客留言(2) ] [ 編輯日誌 ] [ 分享至FACEBOOK ]

今朝起身...乞癡...一早起身就打乞癡,,,唔係麻...

之後,,,

隔15秒就打個乞癡,,,原來,,,病左,,,幣!!!!

食完早餐,,,頭痛!!!> < 食左粒藥,好左D...just "d"!!!仲係好痛ar!!想暈咁,,,

算!我忍! 去做功課~痛痛痛痛痛!!!!!

幾經辛苦,做完lu...daddy 話出去食lunch,

12點幾去食lunch!?早唔早d呀...唉...算la...原來daddy約左有機會係我未來的司機"面試"+"試車",

唔舒服,so 我同家姐返屋企先...返到去,上網...悶!!

daddy 返左,ha!佢話個interviewer嘅揸車技術唔係幾好,,,又要搵過個...

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頂唔順la!!!!去左訓覺...訓左好耐...起身,,,有冇搞錯呀!!!又打乞癡!?唔制亞!

食藥都唔掂...

喉嚨竟越來越痛,,,咩事呀!無端端要我病!哼!

突然諗起琴日乒乓球比賽個位勁涼,小息淋雨,返課室勁涷...唔怪之得病la...無奈...討厭!!!

就此過了辛苦的一天...辛-苦-!!!!!!聽日仲要一早返學校R.C. AR!新member宣誓...返去操旗...!好驚聽日發燒ar...如果發燒,,,ms lau 會殺左我ga!

刊登時間︰2005-07-01 09:40 PM    [ 訪客留言(1) ] [ 編輯日誌 ] [ 分享至FACEBOOK ]