自從上次係日本去扭蛋扭左ppg嘅野,細佬同家姐都送左d扭蛋嘢比我,

呢個係細佬送ge~好cutie ga,都係佢d friends扭多左先比我lei~  呢個係家姐係台灣扭比我ga~係「鋼煉」ar~雖然唔係主角同埋hk都有,但都好多謝佢嘅心思,我都好鍾意

不過,問題嚟la~佢地扭d唔扭d.....咁即係引我去扭曬全部遮...全部有咁多ga ....扭唔扭好呢?...儲曬..要扭好多次ga wo~.....um....

今天行大眾,見到一本書(散文),只看了目錄,都是那些教人「活」、教人「愛」、教人「走出痛苦」的書...沒看內容,都唔知寫得好唔好~不過,覺得書名麻麻,「忘了比記得好」...「忘」係冇可能ga woo~除非局部失憶la~「記得」又係正常ga woo~....係度唸用乜字先好呢,淨係唸到個「溶」字,唔識解釋,唔知大家get唔get到我所謂嘅「溶」,要「溶」一d都唔易ga.....不過,「『溶』比忘、比記得好」...好怪嘅名ar~

(或者我扭曲作者的意思,作者唔係話忘記過去嘅經歷、過去嘅感情,而係話「忘記去恨比記著去恨好」)

經過好幾晚瞓得唔好嘅煎熬,尋晚,身體同精神終於投降la~

尋晚真係瞓 得好好ar ~好滿足ar~

A nice day!

首先, 尋晚終於瞓得好ｄ la~唔會凌晨突然瞓醒，然後都係６點幾自然醒左，不過今日真係要早醒ｗｏｏ∼要「捕」係部電腦前面， ｋｅｅｐ住ｃｈｅｃｋ nevigator 幾時開始可以換飛∼

我自己得個少少ｎｅｔｃａｓｈ，當然冇得換ｌａ∼問左好多friends又冇人用nevigator(原來nevigator咁少人用ｇｅ），自己都唸住算ｇａ　ｌａ，都係冇辦法去．．．點知∼ｈａ ∼有貴人相助∼ｈａ∼ｔｈｘ　ｋｅｎ∼

最後７點幾就開始換ｌａ∼線路都幾繁忙∼

ｆｉｎａｌｌｙ∼

Great!Wonderful!Hurrah!Yeah!Cheerful!!!!   "5" ！！　　YEAH!!!!

換到ｌａ！！

好開心ａ∼

o~last night....started sleeping quite early at..about...1130pm...but...i think ...from 1130pm-0130am....woke about 5 times ....then felt cannot sleep again....took out the MP3 and listened to music, but still hardly sleep.....too bad!!!!!!!

went to the sofa...um..i thought fell asleep at about 2 something to about 3 o'clock on the sofa ...then..woke up again at about 0430am....went back to my bed.....slept more for about 30 mins....WOKE UP AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot sleep again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON"T KNOW Y LEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then...feel tired , uncomfort throughout the whole day today~~~too bad.......

hope that can have a better sleep tonight....otherwise...friends...don't be afraid if u see a panda on the street..it's me!!!!

But tmr..plz..let me keep waking up early....just tmr~

"may God bless~"

One more thing....that's my eyes....swell a little bit....may be due to the mascara used last night lei....

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條裙好靚ａｒ∼

Finally, met Darling tonight~

happy to hear all her recent news ~

we, 5 gals, had a nice dinner together~ chating and laughing~ though long time not met Darling and still feel the strong "bond" between us~

Deep friendship never fade!~

then shopped around, but no mood to shop....cos no $$$ and felt tired....(recently woke up too early "automatically" in the morning whenever i sleep..um..about 5-6 something in the morning lei....O~I'm just like those elderly--> cannot sleep much?!) ...really tired....

p.s. Darling~hoho~ok~just call me la~

今天自己先回來，家中沒有人，很寧靜∼

可能因為阿公的事、同表哥表弟交談後,再加上家中的寧靜,令我再想起一個偶然都會被觸發起去想的問題:「人生的意義?!」多次想探討,但往往只停留在「『想』探討」的地步。因為「『想』探討」的下一步可以是甚麼的??

聽過嗎?看過嗎?體驗過嗎?嘗過嗎?感受過嗎?..................................................................................

為成績而讀書;

為學位而讀學位;

為應工作而工作;

為賺錢而賺錢;為享受而享受

為得到甚麼而戰爭;

為應有意義而有意義...

一切並不在於對與錯,也沒有對與錯,

有時會想....不為甚麼而甚麼,人生做甚麼又是為甚麼呢?

仍然是那個問題,甚麼是人生、生命的意義?!

對於自身、在社會上、在城市裡、國家中以至地球、世界上,生命的意義是在於甚麼呢?

有時會有這樣奇怪的想法:「生存在世界上而不知道『人生、生命的意義』,那我每天做的事是為了甚麼呢?明天做的事又有其『意義』嗎?」

其實一想到這個題目,腦內除了「？」就是空白...

我想或許這輩子都會停留在「『想』探討」的地步罷~

p.s. 雖然未能探討『人生、生命的意義』,但仍樂於繼續那...瘋狂而認真的我( heheh...),積極人生,享受一切

姊去了旅行，弟去了ｃａｍｐ，爸媽在早上最終決定返大陸，那我呢？沙灘去不成、唱ｋ亦取消了，想了想就倒不如跟他們回去走走罷∼

回去，很享受ｌｅｉ∼去酒樓吃靚靚點心，之後去按腳∼

亦去醫院看看阿公的哥哥（我亦叫他阿公），剛從廣州醫院回來，很瘦，但精神還好。這次去看他，有一種說不出奇怪的心情．．．發生了太多事了．．．從前，雖然每年只跟他數次見面，他在我心中的形象是那樣一位無私、寬宏、得高望重的老人家，是得到所有人尊敬的。發生了太多事了．．．現在一切都彷彿盪然無存．．．同與爸媽探他的短短數分鐘，口中不是錢，還是錢．．．到這個時候，錢竟是他最後的牽掛．．．親情卻擱在那裡呢？

晚上，表哥表弟表妹有些都仍在廣州上學，只有其中一個表哥（今天第一天上班呢）一個表弟有空陪我，平時一大群人到處走，吃喝玩樂∼今天３個人，沒去甚麼地方玩，而是談了一個晚上，確實我們年紀只差一兩歲，要面對的事情很差不多，談讀書、談工作、談愛情觀、談婚姻（大陸始終是較早婚，表哥是計劃在兩三年後結婚了），還談理想．．．這樣還是第一次ｌｅｉ∼

跟他們是亦”親戚”亦”好友”，也許”友”的成份還多一點∼

之前有朋友的diary提過下<東尼瀧谷> ,咁上網去睇下佢d電影內容簡介la~個故事都好似ok woo~咁今日就同tracy去睇la~

um....睇完覺得...唔係好得law~定係我get唔到故事想表達ge嘢lei...同埋節奏好似太慢la~

小小感受...little part what i think the movie wanna tell~

一直以來一個人，自閉著，從不害怕，不孤獨，但當愛上一個人，當得到了愛情以後，才知道甚麼是孤獨、甚麼是寂寞．．．因為你從此會害怕失去這個人，害怕孤獨，害怕寂寞．．．

失去以後，以為沒法忘記痛苦．．．後來，代替品不用了，衣服不留了，唱片不留了．．．也許內心仍保有位置，但生活仍繼續向前，另一段的戀愛,新生活又再重生開始∼

p.s.~~TRACY~~ u have to be my back-up in the future when i need ar!!!!!!!

Ting got 4 tickets for free drink,

o~sounds very good lei~especially when i have only little $$$$$$,

therefore , we 4 (April, kathy, Ting and I) first went to TST to have a dinner, shopped around at 新港 and Harbour City...it's raining heavily suddenly....but we only had one umbrella...don't know how can we leave lei....

then met Danny Wong, One of his design is showing at Harbour City, so we went to have a look and left a message in the "message book"

and then we bought one more umbrella and ran in the heavy rain...our legs and shoes were all wet...finally arrived there....but it's really too "NEW" and many things were unprepared well,  many things were not able to be provided la......we all 4 felt being cheated lei....(真係邊有咁著數ｇａ∼free drink...?!)

then we went to another place to have a drink....i ordered the one with blue colour...but...

for the sudden rain.....我哋都係”貴人-出門-招風雨”ｌａ∼ｈａｈａｈ∼

anyway~have good times with uuu~