(Pleas listen to the second song in my blog)
I know,
I felt so cold before,
I was looking for
someone just like me
who wants to love again
-------- Joanna Wang, "As Love Begins to mend"
After I finished the meeting of ADA team, I went downstairs to wait for my two lovely friends.
They played a sport named "handball".
I said to them before, "Oh I will wait for you today. After I finish the meeting of ADA"
Cathy said, "Okay."
When I sat down, take out my Physical book, I saw that they played happily.
That's good. I love seeing their smiles.
I did the exercises on the book, then Rebecca came, for her rolling ball.
She said, "Stella~"
I smiled to her.
I waited and waited, the sky became dark, I couldn't read the book clearly.
Cool wind kissed me, I enjoyed in it.
It made me felt like in winter, and a bit sad.
I wanted to sleep.
The wind was my blanket. Though it, I could see they chatted happily.
Oh, when would you go? Did you forget me?
No, they wouldn't, I believed that.
I kept on my waiting.
Mr. Matthew played basketball in front of me.
I said "Hello" to him.
I looked at my lovely friends, and thought,
Oh, when they come to me, I will say "Goodbye Mr. Matthew, Who I was waiting for come to fetch me now!"
I smiled, enjoyed the sweetness.
And suddenly, something made it broken.
They went away without seeing of me.
I knew that they would go. If I still stayed in school, I would be locked.
They still walked forward.
I walked to them in a average speed, when I saw them, I said,
"Both of you forget me at all! Am I transparent?"
Rebecca held my hand, said,
"No, I couldn't imagine that you still wait for us!"
Oh? You can't imagine it?
Why didn't you look for me? I only want once.
And you left me without once.
Did that once spend you lots of time?
Did your chatting just spend you a second?
I trust you. And what did you give me?
After I arrived home, Cathy said to me in MSN,
"Will you go to school with me tomorrow?"
I didn't respond to her.
Until I talked about my sad experience to Callum,
Cathy said to me again,
"Well, we didn't know when would you finish the meeting,
we also couldn't see you."
Couldn't see me? So who is talked by Rebecca?
Stella Che?
I couldn't help crying.
Am I wrong? Is it wrong that I waited for them?
Maybe that is wrong, to them.
Maybe you will think that it's just nothing, but for me,
It hurts me a lot.
I notice all the details of you
I care all the things about you
I look forward our future
If you are my friend.
Obviously, all of you are my friends,
But,
I'm not your friend.
I love you
say we together baby
say we together
I need you
I need you forever baby
You and me
-------- Joanna Wang, "I love you"
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