今日冇咩事，

唔知有ｄ咩做呢．．．．．琴日我收到平身的第一個禮物呀，就係呀點比我的ｌｉｎｋｉｎ　ｐａｒｋ的Live In Texas呀，不過小第已經買了，佢好似好失望甘，不過冇所謂啦，學佢話，呢隻係珍藏特別板，到我釘左都唔會開佢封的，而家仲要快ｄ囉身份証，唔係又有工冇得開，琴日我又識左彈我第一隻歌（耶穌正在這裡）真係開心呀．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．．

原來香港都可以見到好多星星ｇａ喎，又係琴晚，呀儀搵左我去我樓下間糖水鋪到食左個豆腐花，便便地，我又過左去ｏｋ釘左個飯泥食，拎住個飯去左個草地到食，．．我仲囉埋個結他比佢撚番兩手，點知唔記得曬ｄ野喎．．．我地又訓左係個草地到望星星，愈望愈多，我話好ｃｏｌｄ，甘我就送番佢過去，甘我都番左屋企訓啦．．．．．．（番泥再寫過）＝．．＝叫到ｐｏ就好囉，哈哈哈哈

真係好開心就假的，不過又真係都幾開心的，同人地慶祝就多，都未試過有人同我慶祝的，真係都幾期待的，不過就算冇人理我呢個生日都冇咩所謂啦，只要唔係生日變死忌就得啦，點解我會甘諗，因為我前個陣，有同神佢講過，我想再經歷到您，所以個段時間都有日日祈禱祈求神能令我得到一個咩呢，唔係好記得，都係ｄ就快死得的個ｄ啦，甘我又唔煙又唔酒，甘又點會有呢ｄ野呢，我就會同ｄ家人講下耶穌呢家野．．．．（天真），（無聊）

我個腦真係已經冇咩好野諗的啦，不過唔係喎，生日變死忌甘就可以令到我身邊的人記得我囉，都係單好野泥的．．．唔錯唔錯．．．哈哈哈哈

有段時間都有諗不段甘寫信比ｐｏ的，不過唔可以喎喎都搵人幫我比的，唔搵人幫，唔通又玩ｆａｃｅ　ｔｏ　ｆａｃｅ咩，

近日都冇心機睇經，真係ｓｏ　ｓｏｒｒｙ呀，無型壓力，冇曬ｄ黃金時段，冇錢，唉，犯賤呀

我就快．．．．啦

愈來愈唔知自己係到講咩啦，一日衰過一日．．．．．．唉．屋企又唔知痴左咩線，日日都家嘈屋閉，

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
受夠了當你的玩偶

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
毫無信仰, 在假面下迷失了自己

Don't know what you're expecting of me
我不知道你到底要我怎樣

Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes
你讓我承受壓力, 步上和你一樣的路途

Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中

Every step I take is another mistake to you
我踩的每一步, 對你來說都是錯誤

Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺

I've become so tired, so much more aware
我變得好疲累, 卻更警覺

I've becoming this, all I want to do
我已經變成, 我所想要的

Is be more like me and be less like you
更貼近真實的我, 變得不像你

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
你看不出你就要悶死我嗎?

Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
抱得太緊, 怕失去控制

Cause everything that you thought I would be
每個你對我的期待

Has fallen apart, right in front of you
已經在你面前完全落空

Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中

Every step I take is another mistake to you
我踩的每一步, 對你來說都是錯誤

Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow
碰上一股阻力, 陷在其中

And every second I waste is more than I can take
而我經不起, 再多浪費一秒鐘

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
我變得麻木, 對你的存在渾然不覺

I've become so tired, so much more aware
我變得好疲累, 卻更警覺

I've becoming this, all I want to do
我已經變成, 我所想要的

Is be more like me and be less like you
更貼近真實的我, 變得不像你

And I know I may end up failing too
而我知道, 我可能也會停止衰弱

But I know, you were just like me
但我知道, 你跟我一樣受挫

With someone disappointed in you
在你靈魂深處

    琴日放左學就番左ｍｃｓｓｓ搵呀健同呀傑食飯．同佢地行．．．行行行呀傑囉左枝煙仔出泥，行行行，又食多枝．．．行行行．．再食多枝．．．．．．我地諗諗下又唔知有咩好食．又走番去之前玩完柔道去食飯的　　　　　鴻運茶餐廳据扒．．．．．呀傑叫左我去買酒．我見到ｋｉｎｇ　ｃａｎ　ｄ價仲抵過普通個ｄ，咪買左三枝囉（＄１６，５），又叫左權７－ｕｐ（＄１１呀）到埋一起泥飲，又真係幾好飲喎．唉．．．．唔經唔覺就食曬ｄ垃圾，我地由８點幾坐到１０點，中間就係到吹水囉．．．我地又行左陣街街，行曬１．２．３其．．．．．

唉唉唉．．．．ｍｙ　ｇｒａｎｄｍａ入左ｈｏｓｐｉｔａｌ，雖然唔知咩事，但係都希望主可以看顧下佢囉，雖然我一家都只得我一個信主．．．．算啦．唉仲想搵呀點點幫我代禱ｇａ，不過都１２點幾啦，點知我訓左個時，佢就ｓｄ個ｍｅｓｓａｇｅ比我喎．．．（我又比人媽啦）唉

岩岩睇番個ｆｄ個日記．真係諗番起好多野，好似聖誕節啦，１４：１我足球比賽（５ｂ　ｖｓ　５ａ），同謝師宴啦．．．．令我回想起失去左的記憶－－－失去左的時間，其他的野，．．．．．．
要珍惜眼前人噢

一邊聽住(舊情復熾)…. 一邊做英文的功課（３００…字）. 一邊又响到諗住po…..唉…..好辛苦呀

今日發覺自己的捨棄比起主的恩情真係真係好似一粒比沙仲細的物體同一個宇宙甘樣…我只係望住一棵草同一棵樹,都覺得佢地仲有用過我,大樹都可以遮蔭,草都話可以美化環境….唉….我又發覺呀點佢講得岩….我而家可以為主主做任何的野,我唔係(大隻講),可能我真係太天真啦…..由小學到而家,我真係冇邊幾個可以講得上係friend的朋友,除左呀儀同呀健.....唔知點解會講左呢d野,可能係我就快18歲仔都冇咩人會同小第去慶祝生日啦,諗番起,真係唔多覺就18歲仔啦…….就前日姐,我番左mcsss玩柔道,放左之後見到有人定野落泥…我咪報警囉.個差人仲話我熱心喎,,番到屋企同我呀媽講,佢不但冇話我做得好,仲叫我量力而為喎,我只係知道我係做我岩,我冇做錯到,我冇做錯,我冇做錯呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀.........我係好愛po…..不過諗深一層,我自己都唔知我鍾意佢咩野….但我對佢係真心,呢樣野個個都知…呀點都佢係一個好細好細的gag到講過,講話您(我)可能鍾意的女仔唔係po,係ao,bo,co,或者係ufo呢可能….您個gag仔,個時冇咩野,但到左呢一刻.我先至諗起佢講得好岩………我個心好亂好亂好唔知點至好.求主能夠引導我呀

．．．．．．．．吹水姐，千祈唔好比個標題呃左呀．．

冇了單車．．．．．心有不甘．．．．．好想小人．．．．．．．．．呀呀呀呀呀呀