個心依然煩緊果樣野.....

究竟....我放唔放得低佢呀????

一冇野做既時候.....

就會諗起我同佢之間既事......

記得.....

佢係19/5個日做我牙哥......

係5/6正式唔再係我牙哥.....

唔知點解....

係呢段唔超過1個月既短時間裡面.....

卻係最開心既....

佢.....每日都會同我傾計.......

個時....真係好開心.....

有個咁好既牙哥......

之後既日子.....

大家亦可以好似以前咁傾計......

(就算唔係兄妹都好).......

但係到咗27/6果日......

佢知道我中2佢之後.....

佢對我既態度係完全改變.......

唔知點解.....

依家好後悔,,,

好想佢唔知道呢件事......

想繼續同佢做番fd.......

唔想佢再避我.....

依家覺得.....

都係叫佢"牙哥"個事係最好....

可能佢係做我牙哥既時候亦會因為我煩,,,,

而避開我......

但係,,,呢d事......好快消失......

相反.....依家呢???

永遠佢都唔會睬我啦......

究竟.....冇咗佢.....

係咪等於冇咗個fd咁簡單呀???

好想叫多次佢牙哥呀........

更加想佢叫多我一次"牙妹"呀......

呢個願望....可唔可以實現呀???

到咗依家.....究竟,,,佢仲值唔值得我去中2呀????

放棄係咪真係咁難呀????

點解我依家仲可以因為佢而喊呀???

我唔係應該一早放棄佢既咩???

唉.....好多問題呀.....

好想有一日呢d問題全部係我既腦海中消失呀.....

唔想再為佢付出更加多既淚水............

放過我啦.....我唔想再諗佢呀,,,,,,

佢......不斷係我腦海中出現......

想介手呀.........

but,,,介手解決唔到任何問題......

我,,,應該點做呀????

唔通死咗佢.....一了了知咩???

咁煩嫁........

煩到我想死呀......

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