Sometimes I want to be systematic,

but the world is ever changing changing and changing.

Friends around u will change, change in their attitude, change in their feeling towards u or change in the feeling towards them...

Or u will meet new fds, and yr friends will meet their new fds...

So all is changing overtime.

Sometimes is good..

but sometimes it is quite sad.

Maybe I am not a ambitious person,

I only want to have some stable fds surrounding me and smile and cry and do whatever things together.

Ya sometimes I want to be alone and dont want anyone even my very best fd to come into my world,

but sometimes I really want to have someone accompany me.

Luckily I have my warm warm family,

always stand by me!