It is such a long holiday...

Still now holiday-ing.

Ya I have done many things that I want to,

but I still cant get the thing I want.

I thought many time and many time,

is it my problem?

I do not think I am a bad guy.

I dont think I do not deserve a gd relationship.

But yet just cant have one try one.

I remember one sentence, 'The world is simple, human is complicated'.

Ya I know maybe sometimes I think too much.

But sometimes it is the truth and I cant get rid of it.

Just want to be happy! I mean truly heartly happy!