Selfish...what kind of selfish are we have??nice or not?sometimes,I think I'm so selfish,because I want him love me,but did I love him as him love me?I always asking myself...We both are selfish,,but his selfish better than so much,his selfish is...he love his lover but don't give lover love him,he said "love is pain",,ya,i'm agree,,before he gone,I just think he love to do that,,but after he gone,i know is not,,nobody like to be unloving,they always like to be belove,,that is real,love is pain,I have pain,but his pain is so much more that i have,sorry babe...I'm just,selfish,I want to be that you've did before ...now i want to be...

Before,I wanted to be his lover,but now,I'm just so glad that you've love me,now you love me or not,whatever,,by now,I'm just want to be love you,be 4ever...don't  want to be a lover anymore,no more!!I just learnt a lot on him , about this selfish,is hard to learn...

I know him,of course i know him , his meaning is:pain on myself is better than pain on you...one lover(himself) be pain is better than his lover(me)be pain... i want to cry now....

Ya,,I'm gonna to be selfish , A selfish like him...crying by now...................