Well,It's been long time i didn't write my diary,,whatever,,because it is not the worse....not a big problem because no one would care,,I kn0w it,,

The 0ne not care about me is him,...he told me 'bout his new girl,yup,i wanna to cry but i don't,I was just listened and not sound was made by me...yes,he want to tell me about it,but why?are he want me be hurt or cry,,,I just want to say[[are you want me to cry for you,,to CRY U A RIVER??!!]]i never want to make him cry,,i don't want hime to be hurt so I always cry by my own and no one knows...whatever ...thats not him...he is fine,,thats enough...

No Matter What,,I know he was been my only 1 before but not now,,he just dont leave my heart,but i dont care,,because he cant hurt me anymore,,whatever he said how long does he kiss with her new girl((like Stephy Tang))somethun'whatever...If he like to do , will makes him happy,thats enough....

Yup,,U won't see me cry in school because i can't cry...this is rubbish...is Useless...Cry ...I hate That word ...and i can't cry anymore,I always said it to myself,,but i usually cry at nighttime without a sound,,all tears are lose control and keep on falling by my eyes...

Exam is coming,,I know I won't get good result because of.....u know what i am talking 'bout...

without him i can't do anything...I try to change to "I can do anything with or without him''!!   Right?