唉....日日都差唔多都係返學...放學返屋企咁樣..!!!
好累牙...!!!!其實我咁晏先至去訓...
放左學又要打波....打成粒幾鐘///..\
我夠竟係到訓練自己牙...定係係到懲罪緊自己呢...????
我都唔知...我只係知...我就快唔得la..好累牙..!!!
夠竟呢d日子幾時先至會捱完呢..????
真係好累牙...雖然返到學校日日都幾開心...但係咪又妻係咁開心..
我都唔知牙...???唉.....

oh...!!!我估唔到自己都會有一日會做到一個大忙人嫁.....
kaka....但係...做一個大忙人都唔好玩既,...!!!
唉...忙到死咁濟...返學...等返黎屋企都已經係夜晚lu....
仲要落街打波....打成一粒鐘到la...差唔多la>....
之後就要返屋企搞呢搞路.....d雜務...!!!!之後就要做功課....
仲要埋書書tim...仲要預返d時間訓攪攪牙...!!!
忙成咁...仲有咩時間可以玩..可以有時間見到其他人呢...????
如果唔係佢地會搵我既話....我諗...我都冇乜時間可言....
可以再去理咁多野lu....去到咁遠讀書...都有好有唔好既....
不果我既好同埋唔好都係差唔多姐.....
好既..咪可以唔洗成日諗住佢law....有d野可以沖淡下佢law....
唔好既...咪係見唔到佢...好唔開心law....

但係..我有時都有諗果下....自己忙d咁咪唔洗咁悶law....
咁樣我咪可以攞到好成績law>....唔錯嫁..!!!
可惜...講就係咁講姐..>!!!諗就唔同諗法la.....
唉....見唔到面已經夠慘嫁la>.....仲要受佢d氣...唉...!!!!
真係有苦自己知la.....

我都好希望可以有d時間陪下我d fds....既....

我只不過想見佢一面姐...咁樣都唔得...
咩世界黎嫁....唔通我同佢真係咁冇緣份...???
鐘意佢就好似鐘意左一隻冇腳既雀仔...[[睇電視學返黎嫁咋...]]]
我本來就好清楚知道鐘意佢會好鬼辛苦....
但我好似控制唔到我自己咁樣....
不能自拔咁樣愛上佢...好犯賤牙..係咪牙..????
我自己都咁樣覺得自己...唉...!!!

開心咁樣笑...眼淚同樣地流出黎...心同樣地痛...
所有野都冇改變到...唯一有改變既係...我比起以前仲愛佢...
愛冇減少到...只有一直係咁增加....我都唔想..但冇辦法....
每日都睇書....將自己代入去一個愛情故事...
但係一清醒...我就會埋怨自己點解我唔可以好似書中咁樣既//....
好無奈...最終都係冇答案...!!!!

今日係屎寶既生日...不果我冇見果佢....
亦都冇同佢講...''生日快樂...''
我謂有休日記到同佢講la>...希望佢有一日會見到la,...

一朝早就返左學....頂//...9點幾返到去要等到10點先至有得攞野,...
點知等到9點粕有人話新雨天操場有野睇...咪睇下law...
點知....係就係睇到自己派咩學校牙...不過..衰就衰在係英文牙....
我都睇唔明....d老師都kaikai地嫁...又要人地等到11點....

好la...等到11點la...又要聽佢講野...!!!!
嘩...睇到自己都唔知派到d乜鬼學校....
好鬼死遠牙...!!!黑人憎既政府...黑人憎既制度....
點解唔可以原校升啵...要人成果暑假都咁白痴咁....
係咁搵學校....都唔知果d學校係邊到tim....算la..唔理la....

晏就落左元朗到唱k....kaka...好好玩牙...!!!!
唱左好鬼耐....又唱快歌又唱兒歌...好high牙..>!!!
我同啤啤仲係到改歌詞唱tim,...happy...!!!

之後我就去左籃球場到....
stella同埋啤啤獸就去左食野....我就入去先..>!!!
點知一見到死莫仔..就開聲串我...都傻傻地既,..!!
之後果死莫仔都唔知講d乜....
我之不過問下佢地派到邊間之ma...咁都要串...!!!衰人....
之後我睇佢地打波law....打到咁上下///
佢地出哂去買野飲...我同文文果d就射波....
之後佢地返到入黎玩電話...笑死我la.....仲要係玩屎寶....
不果我覺得屎寶好慘牙....生日都要俾人玩...
之後佢地玩炸板....嘩...我同stella生命都受到威脅....好恐怖..!!!!!
之後佢地玩out....玩到咁上下...我笑之ma....都會有罪既...
傻傻地既....就係咁樣又有一場串嘴大戰開始....
之後坐多陣都走lu....!!!!

返到去又要諗下....聽日註冊既野,..>!!!!
好煩牙....之後咪同浩文哥哥傾msn law....
好耐冇同佢傾lu...咁難得佢會叫我妹妹....
kaka....又多果哥哥錫我la....開心..>!!!<

今日....又似開心又似唔開心咁既....
唉...都唔知自己諗d乜野....
註定果天唔俾我諗佢....因為....
佢根本冇理果我....唔開心....
開心....就係玩得好開心law....
但係....就係因為佢....
搞到我似開心又似唔開心....都唔知講d乜tim牙...

同佢又冇乜兩句...好似疏遠左...
唔點解呢...???可能因為佢心情唔好既關係....
而且....我都冇上開心下佢咁....

其實...我唔係唔想關心下佢嫁....
而係...我唔知用咩份去開心牙.....!!
我搵唔到....所以我卻步...@@
唔開心都係你咋...你估我好想咁樣嫁...衰人...

我想問...開心既定義係邊呢..????
咁係咪笑就會係代表開心嫁la..???
唔昇心既定義又係邊呢..???
沉默算唔算係唔開心呢..???
唔知牙...!!!冇答案既...