我離一個月有時我都好唔開心同傷心過,但我傷心既時冇人理我.....我有時d野唔想同人講....我都知佢唔會開心,因為我一次又一次講大話,我知令好多人唔開心.....但我真係唔想嫁,我做人而家好心淡呀>.<冇人再信我....冇人理我同冇人再幫我....而家得番我自己.....我知我以前講左好多大話令到人唔再信我,我屋企人都唔理我啦,我好唔開心呀.....有時唸到真係好想死呀,我正係覺得d人憎我,唔通我真係更黑人憎??我而家成日頭暈嫁....我都好怕自己會有事,我都好驚呀.....但我點都要撐住囉,我今個星期去睇醫生呀,咩事就等醫生決定啦,我做人到而家我太唔生性啦,,只會令人擔心我而我乜都唔知,唔通我真係要失去好多野先會後悔??我個頭好痛呀......我既性格邊個會忍得到呀,我想改但我改唔到呀,我成日話自己冇用....我都唔知而家再做人黍有乜意思呀.....如果第日我有咩事.....我都唔會怪人只怪我自己點解會咁,我知而家冇咩人幫到我嫁.....只有得我自己,我離一個月學識左好多.....起碼學識關心人,我成日唸邊個忍唔到冇再忍啦,會令自己辛苦...希望你地會忘記我,當冇識過我離個成日講大話既人....好對唔住呀>.<