想起琴日..個心一定會忍忍作痛,,,,點解語氣變成咁...我要順從你嘛....？??一句說話便明白一切....原來有人係你身邊ge時候,,你對我就會變成咁....又唔見我係你身邊ge時候你咁樣對別人.....?？我是比你欺負果個嘛...??

根本沒有真正的愛...甚至一點都沒有....我要傷心...我要痛哭,,,或要聽你話去忍,,,,你有知道過我每次ge感受嘛,, ?？你對別人總好過對我的...為何要我去承受...?????

今朝11點幾起身,,琴晚成4點先訓呀...睇左3隻碟,,,睇套"戀愛初歌"∼想起一事...做戲ge時侯...只有自己知到真相,,人地只會盲目咁信你...起左身之後打比曱甴...今日決定是去的,,,希望真係可以留下一個印象....１點出街∼

食完野打埋日記．．就差唔多出去啦,,,今晚仲要返黎食飯...琴日d曲奇比仔仔偷哂黎食,,

不再想談電話了....唔想再傷一次了,,,我要痛ge時候你係咩感覺...？？

下晝12點30出門口,,12點50去到大中...跟住提款呢....叫呀媽入錢,,學費又要比......之後禁完錢就去左巴士總站等曱甴啦,,,上車..搭72X去旺角....一路坐車一路聽歌.....傾計....去到旺角就去左搵果間野啦,,,行黎行去都見唔到..問人...去到lu,,上到去...竟然未開..要3點先開...所以我地就行返去新之城,,,行左陣∼間間野都未開..旺角真係旺角.....去左仙跡岩飲野,,,,奶茶,,,,今日又做左好多壞事了...會出事嘛,,,,？？?差唔多2點45就開始行返去果間野啦.....去到都係未開,,,打電話比佢,,,佢仲話要3點3 0 tim.....所以我同曱甴就係度坐樓梯.....聽歌,,,send歌.....

終於等到佢返黎,,,入去lu...有個男仔黎左先,,,,佢整左先....整字bo,,,,跟住我同曱甴係度揀...花多眼亂呢.....揀左..就等個男仔整完先,,,之後再有3個人黎左.....佢地都係,,,一個je,,,到我lu...畫完就ok開始啦,,,,痛呀∼唔敢望..一路諗住ge當然係．∼我都有聽歌,,,多謝曱甴陪住我同比我捉住...捉到佢隻手紅哂tim...另外果三個都係度望住我...終於搞掂左...不過就有咩咩囉∼走lu....同曱甴返大中lu....搵架巴士之前去左夾糖糖....我好似行唔到咁呢,,要就住就住咁行......

坐車返去lu....係架車上都一路在傾計,,,都會留意一下個傷口.....見到d痕跡就知道每一件事ge心痛程度.....落車就各走lu..我等車返林村...曱甴搵人,,,,去姑度食飯....食完飯就要返屋企lu....又返學了,,,,

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