今日訓到8點就比呀爸叫醒左,,又係度講緊安叔叔ge野... 呢個秘密要守一世ge時候,,大家ge心總會係唔舒服..一世ge秘密係最難守....又要講到我變左淚人啦....喊,, 眼淚停唔到.....跟住呀爸去返工啦,,佢咁辛苦,,為左比好日子我地過..但到頭來死左3個親人.. 邊個會明佢個心點ge感覺...
之後我訓到11點就起身啦..成個人好攰...琴晚我都係想搵人傾下計je點解個個都阻住我... 唔比我搵你,,又呃我..你係咁唔想同我講野ge...點解你要比個希望我............我真係好唔開心 ...一方面我呀叔走左..一個我好錫ge叔叔..另一方面你就要咁對我...你地想我點呀....係你叫我唔好好似安叔叔咁執著..放開d..但係最後你對我又有幾放開.. 始終都係咁避忌....個個都係咁,,
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