琴晚我又發惡夢啦..一個好唔想佢係真ge夢,,,我夢見自己,,更夢見多人,,,最重要的當然有你...我見到一個個夢境...好真實ge夢境,,好驚..好驚..夢點解會咁,,,我點解會發呢個夢呀,,!!好唔開心的一個夢.......

今朝個鬧鐘short左,,5點幾果陣係度響,,跟住咪係度禁熄佢囉,,之後好彩呀哥叫我起身..如果唔係實遲到....食埋個蛋撻做早餐就返學啦...都係有順風車坐的,,,,自己返學...上到課室feel個胃好痛....跟住休息左一陣,,係度打訊息.....早會默返商業比佢,,唔該哂敏講d點比我聽..呵ｘ２∼跟住做埋d數佢...又上maths堂啦,,,新的一課∼比較上容易明白...

聖經堂,,講左d測驗野就睇碟啦,,,幾好睇的一隻碟..又係有病的基督徒....地理堂呢堂好似冇教過書囉,,係度廢up...

p.e堂,,玩田徑野,,標槍..死哂,,,跟住同雪入禮堂坐...又玩返以前銀樂隊時玩ge野,,之後換衫食飯lu...今日雲吞麵..樂瑤∼雪一人一粒..今日成日都係度胃痛,咩事...都唔知...只知好痛,,想早退,,但冇人黎接囉,,,,lunch小息係度玩好多game..勁歌勁歌，夾夾夾夾甲，幫幫幫幫幫，捉老鼠∼∼哈哈...肥超輸左,,,要咩我行一次課室....

之後就上堂lu,,,英文堂,,,做book...reading..悶,,好痛的胃部..點算呀,,,？？落堂..係miss黃未黎之前同成大班人係度玩勁歌勁歌,,,超好玩..中文堂,,一直在痛,,痛左一日啦...幾時先唔痛....做完一d放野ge事就做閱讀理解....做得好快呢,,打左鐘之後仲係度對答案..對左一陣je..就走得啦....

今日唔補習啦,,,個胃太痛,,行都行唔到咁,,搭車果陣超辛苦囉....勁痛,,行都唔想行...返到屋企繼續痛,,,,有人能送d藥比我嘛,,?？

好辛苦..難道每次都這個時刻都要我大病一場先嘛,,?？記得幾次都係咁....每次都係期間就會病架啦,,,好痛呀,,,!!!

今朝6點40先起身,,真係唔想起呀...琴晚好早訓左,,因為唔舒服...聽完電話就訓左落床....跟住7點出門口..等車坐,,去到太和就自己返學校lu..上到課室都係係度幫人拎書..之後就係度溫地理同商業....

早會派英文卷,,又fail...23分,,唉//算進步或停留...?？跟住中文堂,,,聽書,,做閱讀理解....小息又係去做問卷調查,,兩個..!！上堂啦..econ,,唉//對佢愈來愈不想讀,,其實以呀銘的理解能力一定可以拎全級第一,,,,佢真係好叻....英文堂做one mins report果個野..係度傾,,我地做歌聲魅影,,,傾左一陣就係度轉傾年宵,,哈ｘ２∼攞貨,問卷,睇貨,,,星期五同雪去睇貨,,去文姐姐的鋪位....

小息蘭幫我地去做問卷,,maths堂,,教新書...第三課,,明白不明白,,!!？？落堂lu..自己落去拎飯,,今日食栗米豬扒飯...好多人黎拎栗米,,,豬扒好食..之後食完野就話想去玩啦,,不過都冇..d男ge去左打波,,,我地就溫書...

地理堂,,測驗ok咁啦..測完佢講d答案,,,應該可合格....今堂佢好好人,,比我地最後十分鐘溫書...商業,,呀銘大叫一句"愛死你"∼全班望住佢...好笑,,商業堂先pk呀...今堂一黎講左上次d功課先,,之後先默書...諗住一定oc 架啦....點知比佢捉到,,,都冇乜野ge,,佢只係收左張貓紙...跟住佢一路係度周圍行,,捉左勁多個...最後佢話今次當唔知...下次再發現就見家長,,,呢個默書算係最差果個啦...放左學同ling同蘭去商務...買筆..跟住搭車返屋企lu,,

下雨天...心情好似個天咁,,一時陽光,,一時下大雨....天氣寒冷,,代表我的心都一樣比雪藏了...有多少的溫暖才重新把她復活..?

5點幾就出返太和學野....唉//真係有d厭惡這節目,,    別人會懷疑我嘛,,我真是太令人煩擾嘛,,??又是我的錯,,我錯了多少次,,我太明顯,,??我咁做都係唔岩ge..尋求一個自己愛的人去關心都是錯,,,一切都是錯,,不如我以後唔做,,停止一切...咁就係岩..?？

今朝7點幾出門口,,係太和果度等琳...之後佢陪我去seven買包,,今日的lunch來的,,,唉//跟住返學校,,呢排好多project呀...都唔知點做好..又要去搵批發商....買貨∼

返到學校今日miss胡冇返...我地早會冇人睇,,我就係度畫d表做問卷調查,,之後上商業,,,悶悶悶....想睡...小息就出左去做問卷啦,,搵左3個..因為都唔知點問好...有d人都唔會肯幫....跟住返課室啦,,上會計,,,測驗....識哂,,,之後又教新書,,,ok咁啦....中文堂,,對卷,,不合格,,,對自己的成績愈來愈唔滿意.....卻無法補救...好煩牙,,我好辛苦呀,,,唔想再...啦,,,小息再出去做問卷,,做左兩個...跟住蘭話佢去做,,,我地就教完佢...佢就話lunch去..上maths堂,,出去做數,,一條數我做滿左成個黑板囉...哈ｘ２∼之後又係無聊地過...你會想我嘛,,你會顧及我嘛,,,你究竟有理過我嘛,,,我想每星期都可開心,,卻這願望冇法達到....!！！

lunch啦,,食三文治..跟住又有一盒飯多左的,,,又拎左黎食啦,,,食左少少...d雞翼比人搶光,,,跟住又去玩game啦,,識左好多新game..有"夾夾夾夾甲",,"蒙羅麗沙芭蕉樹",,"幫幫幫幫 幫幫"∼哈哈....超好玩,,好笑....之後上堂lu,,Econ...有d害怕這科,,一點都不明白...mc都唔知點做好...我真係好痛苦,,開頭幾個月已經係咁啦,,,幾時先到結束期限,,!？？好難聽得明佢講書...跟住英文堂,,miss冇返....所以有人睇堂,,又係果個...之後調位,雪坐我隔離..睇蜘蛛俠,,樂瑤呀銘果d睇得好興奮...我同雪都訓左覺lu....放左學就返屋企lu...又溫書,,地理text...

我唔想去練,,我一d心機都冇,,,彈到冇心機...好煩牙,,,頭痛頭暈一身痛,,,,!！！好怕與你冇話題去說,,我只想聽見聲音..冇說話的世界有幾恐怖..??？

原來今日我竟想哭幾次...心情,,思想,,我竟不清楚去說出來,,覺得自己恐怖,,,我究竟自己係度諗緊d咩,,我想唔諗架,我說唔去諗腦海中竟偏偏出現更多畫面,,,,

今朝6點40起身,,,唔想起身呀...琴晚3點幾比隻蚊搞到我冇覺好訓..頂,,拍又拍唔到佢喎...今日夾直左d頭髮先返學,,7點幾出門口..有車坐,,呵呵...蛋糕好食好食,,,,返學校∼頂.個perfect望住我黎捉ge...我條裙長成咁都捉,,係唔係呀..!？低d的人唔同佢講咁多..又寫名啦,,,4次啦...已有一缺點,,缺點當食菜...哈ｘ２∼

返到課室訓左一陣咁..之後呀ling返黎...佢又派禮物,,我又派...佢話好食呀..佢果個都好食.....之後分左舊比雪,,比左舊樂瑤,再比左林鎧...上oral...又係discuss果d啦,,真係有d悶....小息都在send歌,,跟住上中文..聽書,,有d不耐煩感覺,,,無時無刻望住個鐘,,,點解時間要咁慢,,其實我自己都搞不清想時間快定慢好...快有快的好,,,慢有慢的好...快可以快d度過傷心月份,,慢可以與你慢慢度過...

之後地理堂,,都在聽書,,,佢終於讀岩我個名啦,,好安慰的呢....不過佢將我同雪的名合二為一,,楊文靜囉...超低,,小息去左打電話,,呀媽買飯比我食,,,珍珠奶茶....兩杯的,,,商業堂,,愈來愈悶的,,,,lunch落去拎飯,,我愈來愈憎小明這個人....明明都過左50分啦,,仲話未夠鐘唔落得黎,,,仲要我地罰企,,,,攞完飯上二樓食..!！頂佢呀．...做錯d乜,,要罰企係度食,,,早左落黎都錯囉,,捉哂全校d人呀咁叻,,淨係針對....食完飯咪上返四樓囉....唔q理佢,,,最慘係累埋雪囉....

上返四樓玩,,朗講大話啦...又話返上黎玩killer..點知都冇上...我地就係度同肥超．dog．肥陞玩一種好難記ge遊戲,,成日都做錯...不過都幾好玩...飲珍珠奶茶,,,好多人飲呢..哈ｘ２∼打左鐘之後其他人返自己課室..我同雪係度老練果個遊戲,,超低能的樣子,,嘻ｘ２∼互轉,,頭暈呢.....

上maths,,計兩條數,,文字題,,計到好叻....今堂只係做呢2題,,跟住accounts∼繼續做account,,上次測驗是滿分的,,,明天又測的..今次比較難記得多.....放左學同呀媽去左睇e生...隻腳仲未好,,唉//點算好....

返屋企,,見到．．．好快的呢...返屋企溫書,,,溫豬豬豬...

不在乎天長地久,只在乎曾經擁有,,,!！   有幾多人可以拎得起又咁易放得開...每段愛情人總想佔有一輩子...獨佔戀人....有誰捨得別人離開自己...!？??

今朝10點起身,,琴晚訓得真好,,,發一個好夢之後想到很多事,,,跟住去睇電視,,聽歌...

離家出走...心亂如麻,,,愛才,,,你不是好情人,,紅綠燈....自以為是,,,,

早晚都想見到你....跟住食埋d野...打埋日記,,,就去幫人溫書啦,,其實自己都未溫好.,.就去幫人溫啦..哈哈,,,,溫完就走得啦...

宜家好多人都在考試,,,但係我地中四都仲未考,,,往往在其他人開心期間..我地就要溫書,,,考試卻永遠在放假後...學校沒有去理學生感受....

每日每日咁過去,,不如我每日去倒數一次,,,,看何時倒數至離開日子,,,紋下烙印時..誰去阻止....

one week ago..when is you leave ,,,i would hurt about it...nobody would care me,,,!！！