Every night i dreamed about my result in HKCEE
that's quite terrible
last last night,,,i dreamed that i have 16marks
last night i dreamed that i only have 13MARKS
how terrible was that when i know that i have only 13marks
i couldn't accept and believe that i have only 13marks
that i can't go to form six
i know that i shouldn't be so care about that
however,,i can't stop myself to think about it
that make my feel stressed
i tell that to my mum
she just said that it is ok if i can't get 14 marks
however,,,i know that their expectation to me
i know
however,,,i really don't want them to be disappointed to me
On the other hand ,,,,i give myself too much pressure
not balance ,,,,, Right>?
i couldn't think about how will i be on that day
will i cry
will i happy
or will i surprise?
many many questions
but i know that no one will tell me the answer
since only myself will know
i can't imagine what will happen on that day
very very very nervous
i know that nervous will not help me to get a better result
but ,,,,, i just don't know how to make myself to relax
everyday,,,i just work work work and work
play with my brothers
i try to forget about that
however,,,when that day is so soon
i feel more and more stressed
i know that it won't help
hope that god will give me confidence
hope god bless all of you
hope all of my babies will still together after 4th of AUG
many many hopes
but will they all come true?