Life without you is getting more bitter. Everything goes wrong.

I am lost in my mind.

And, where are you?

You are enjoying the happy moment with your sweetie as my tears running down on the face.

I am making the huge effort to turn my back on you.

My brain told me that I am not successful at all.

The deeper you hurt me causes more pain to me.

Unforgettable you, I wish you were there, as my company to go through all the days and nights.

Darling you, I wish you are in good shape though I can't see you.

Mysterious you, I wish you can tell me more about your fortune, our future.

Recalling our memories...

The choice that I made one year ago seems to be a false, but I don't regret.

However, in your dictionary, there's no promise.

Promise is made to be broken?

Men are all bullshitting.

Give me some rain.

Cover me with thick snow.

Nobody has ever ever comprehended me.

A blue night with a blue, wet me.

I remembered the morning when we were in the hockey court.

The first kiss that you offered me.

When you were teaching the children to play hockey and I am on the audience sit, watching you. The no.14 same as me.

You made a heart with your finger in the air and blow to me.

Everybody in the court laughed, including the children's parents.

I felt that I am a bliss woman.

Exciting moments seldom hold long.

The week which you were with her when I was having exams.

The day which the girl came to the hockey court, pretend nothing and even talk to me.

What a SHAME?

I can show happy face every day, but I am a normal girl.

I have got emotions and I can feel sadness.

YOU HURT ME SO BAD.

Last summer, last winter, last last summer, last last winter.

They are all in my heart.

Being alone for almost one year.

Today, I realise that I can't be alone anymore as I will think confusedly.

The Best is yet to come, just wait.

I love you and I love myself.

I cry silently.

Be I do miss you. I don't know.