今日有兩個不大好的消息。

可愛的曦曦星期日發燒要入急証室，經吃葯及休息後，到今日也未有退燒，'燒'情反覆。通常兒童發燒感冒都會持續數天，而曦曦的精神狀況尚算不錯，聽說還在醫院內唱歌，沒有極不舒服的情況，也沒有一臉病樣。在戲院看功夫熊貓的時候，雖帶病在身，仍很認真坐定定地留心細看至完場，還發出嘻笑聲。這是他第一次進戲院看戲。今早的體溫仍頗高﹝102度﹞，醫生已轉介往兒科跟進。希望曦曦快點兒退燒以及早日康復。

正在有點擔心憂慮之際，第二個不大好的消息出現，收到威院打來，就前星期(18/7)覆診時的驗血報告，許醫生說要提前到下星期四(7/8)覆診。忽然心往下沉，相信血液報告定是出現了些問題，至令三個月時間的覆診期也等不到。腦內浮現了很多個畫面，是一幅幅回憶起往年治療的情景.....對我來說仍舊很清晰。這個消息實在令我十分不安，還有個多星期才到8月7日，教我怎能將它拋諸腦後。只好不斷地提醒自己，不要設想未曾發生的事，縱使可能是不悅的事情，對於未來的任何時候日子都要勇於面對。近來還發覺自己身體狀況頗佳，一星期打兩次網球，雖吃多了但也吃得清淡，睡眠充足，體重已回升到患病之前。或許是上天安排的一場新挑戰，而我又能像以往般平穩渡過。

Two bad news noted.

My lovely Hei hei was under an attack of fever since Sunday. After taking the medicine, today he is still suffering the high temperature around.  According to his mother,  the doctor said children always got the high fever for a few days  but Hei hei is active, he sang in the hospital as well, not a great problem. Also, he was accompanied with us to watch the film 'Kung Fu Panda'. He paid extra attention to the film and laughing.  It is obviously showing that his temperature will be down to the normal level in a few days.  Now, after two days suffering from that, the doctor referred him to the Paediatrics Dept for follow up to pay safe any unexpectation.  I hope he will be in speedy recovery, of course.

When I was worry about Hei's situation, the 2nd bad news came.  Received phonecall from PWH informed me the medical appointment advanced to next Thu, 7/8 from 17/10.  Dr. Hui wanted to talk to me about my blood test on last appointment (18/7).  My heart suddenly jumps down to the valley.  According to the result, it is believable that EB disease in the blood is to a certain high level, so that it can not wait for 3 months.  All of a moment, a lot of pictures occur in the brain..... again are the memories of the treatments what I took last year. It still 'fresh' in my remembrace.  the news definitely made me uncomfortable and disquiet.  Apart from next Thu, there still more than a week's time, I think I can not put the thing out of my sight and drop it down.  The only I can do is to remind myself at every moment, don't think about the matter those not be true or happen.  I am in a rather good situation,  eat more as well as vegetables, can sleep well too, getting the weight back, Even if those unhappy thing comes again, face it bravely.  I should be confident to be given a challenge.