三個多月前曾提到做完頸部手術後，這個朋友相信應該可以離我而去。可是，三個多月後的今天，發現它不知為何，仍不願離去。雖然這個朋友己依附了我年多兩年，我亦曾有段時期嘗試接受及習慣與它“共處”。現在它亦未有為我帶來多大的身體痛楚及嚴重毛病。近來的覆診、檢驗及掃瞄等等....已把我的平日的時間排得密密麻麻。太耐了，已厭棄了時常醫院及辦公室兩邊走那種頻僕的生活，背負著它這麼久是多麼累吧，究竟幾時至肯走。朋友家人叫我不要太過緊張，以至影響身體，我當然會聽取。

2009年的希望都是這個-─趕快地請它離去，還要到很遠很遠的地方，永不要回來。

滑雪高手!!??(Skiing High hand!!??)

Three months ago, I believed that after the neck operation, I will recover and will not suffer the cancer in the future.  However, this 'friend' still not willing to leave me.   I ever think about to have 'it' with me together for the a certain of time.  But the time is too too long.  Although it now was not bringing me so much painful and uncomfortable, I weary of the hurry life between the hospital and office frequently. That's made me so tired.  To minimize any unexpected reaction ,  I hear the opinion from my friends that I really not be so stretch and tense. 

Thus, the best wish of 2009:  get rid of all the illness and enjoy a healthy life.