上星期五覆診，被很久沒有見的許醫生接見。電腦掃瞄顯示兩個月前的肝臟手術已成功消滅了腫瘤，總算又過了一關。許醫生建議我抽血檢驗EBV的病毒指數，應該會回落至正常水平，不然就要考慮做化療。為著這句話，這幾天我又再忐忑不安。19日就知道結果了。好期望有好消息，患病至今兩年多，總是在醫院進進出出，不停地再與之對峙，開始感到很勞累。猶幸身邊各人的支持與鼓勵，撐下去。希望呢個“不受歡迎的朋友”不要再次來找我了，否則，又再次打仗的話，不曉得是否還可支持下去。實再很累、很累••••
I went to meet Dr. Hui last Friday, to check the result of the liver operation which done in March. The results showed that the operation was successful, the tumour has been totoally removed. It definitely indicated that I have fight succesfully again. However, Dr. Hui recommended me to have the blood test to check if the EBV disease level would be reduced to normal. This result will be informed on 19/5. I hope the blood test will bring me a good news. since two years ago, I fighted for my health. I am so tired to against the cancer. When will it be stopped? Fortunately, all of persons besides me gave fully support and encouragement. I can stand strongly. Sometimes I feel very upset and want to cry. If the cancer comes again, I don't know whetherr I can support myself to resist. So tired, so tired.......
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