媽媽的白內障手術很成功，打開紗布的第一眼對鏡看清了自己的容貌，驚訝發覺自己好像老了很多。只不過因為她的視覺模糊了多年，現在才看清自己額頭上的火車軌而已。看見她的滿意，是比較安心了 。

昨早還回威院看化療後的驗血報告，很驚訝地EBV病毒DNA不趺反升，還比化療前更高。唉，天，是否又再次來個大考驗，還是您又想玩弄我呢，上次還是好消息，很快又是壞消息。心情真是起伏得很，真心累得透支。不知往後又要作什麼化療，或什麼的治療，總之又是打仗罷了，這場漫長的仗幾時至打完呢？

Mom's eye operation was successful. Her right eye sight is now very clear. The first image she saw is her face in front of mirror. She just discovered that she has become so old. I was happy that her operation result made her happy.

Oppositely, my blood test showed that the EBV DNA disease was raised, much higher than before the chemo treatment. I was so wonder why I got such result. The EBV was dropped a few weeks ago after 3 time chemo treatment while I thought this time I will continuously be getting dropped.  I guess the god is 'playing' with me, giving me more challenges in my life, same as a long battle, I have to fight .......... When will this battle end? Who knows.