今日見了肝腫瘤科的顧問李醫生，李醫生安排我下午作一個檢驗肝功能的測試，才可安排手術日期。下午入院，測試亦合格，手術可於二至三星期內進行。已變得痳木的我，也不大聽清楚醫生的說話，心裡又再出現疑惑：是否過了這次手術，真正會痊癒嗎？西醫方面，手術暫時是唯一方法。而且相信我的體力情況會很快復原過來。心裡面又再矛盾，因為每一次做什麼治療前，醫生都是講同一樣的說話，都聽到厭了。話雖如此，難道會就此放棄嗎？三年時間不停在抗癌，到此時當時仍要奮力到底。因為我知道身邊有好多人在支持我，不能就此放棄。

Today, meet the liver specialist, Dr. Lee. After the consultation, he recommended me to have a test to examine the health level of liver whether suitable for large operation.  On medical side, this is the only method to remove the cancer.  Test was done afternoon at the ward and I passed. The operation will be arranged within 2-3 weeks which Dr. Lee will call me to confirm the date.  I was so misted and raised a question: Will I be recover at all?  Doctor always tell me I will be recovered after each remedy. However, results told me "No". I was so confusing.   Nevertheless, I never give up because there are a lot of supporters behind me to advocate me. I can't disappoint them.