還有12天就返工了。像是脫離社會好耐，一個重身出來做事的人一般，心情開始緊張起來，不知自己是否可以如往時一樣升任呢？還是需要一段時間才可跟上步伐呢？又或會否感到力不從心呢？其實喺化療的後期，昐望復工的心情已經潛伏已久，亦很"掛念"我那個空置及裝修已久的辦公室，現在日子快到，忽然多了幾個問號，真是矛盾極了。

這幾天天氣很冷，真正感受到寒冬的感覺，家裡積累了幾天的寒氣，連羽絨也要出動呢。我當然會保重身體，以最佳的精神及狀態復工。

農曆新年快到，各家定是忙於辦年貨及清潔家居來迎接老鼠年。我真係好希望老鼠年能為我及所有身邊嘅人帶來好運及健康。對我來說，2007年嘅經歷已經好快過咗去，鼠年是充滿歡樂的一年。

12days! I shall back to office after 12 days later.  In my heart, I just feel that I have not worked for a very long time and back to the society again. I feel a little bit scare.  I am afraid I can't be responsible for the working position, afraid of can't catch the steps of colleagues, afraid of my ability......  I have the wish to back to office since the treatment was nearly finished. Also, I eager to see my newly furnished office.  But as times is closer, I still have many questions in heart. My brain is full of contradictions.

The weather is very very cold these few days. Winter has really come already. I need to wear the leather coat at home as my flat has been accummulated a lot of cold air!  Of course I will keep my body in good conditions in order to fit the office life in future.

The Lunar New Year is coming soon and everyone is busy to buy new things for home and do the cleaning. I really hope that I and all of you have a prosperous year of mouse.  Actually, in my mind, the worst year of 2007 has been fully left me. 2008 is a happy and health year.