今日9點幾起身,諗住寫日記,點知佢地以為我溫書,仲叫我做乞丐tim,即刻火都黎呀,咁我就拎埋d野去新蒲崗library溫書啦,after去搵李姑娘(唔係社工,係fd喳)傾計,佢好忙,講左幾句就走啦,不過聽佢今日咁講,我覺得我係應該早d死左去會對呢個世界好好多,不過就算我唔自殺,以我而家啲身體狀況黎講.......我諗..........我都頂唔到幾耐.
then就去龍翔買左d野,行過公牛場&拍園都無人,咁就返cell繼續坐監啦.
3點幾拎埋d野出去,行樓梯落,唔知點解,今日好想望多幾眼公牛場,可能係我無咩機會再係公牛場出現啦,我每行一層都睇一睇,真係控制唔到對眼,太想望啦,after去左鵬程苑溫書,因為天氣咁凍,唔會有咁多人會落黎ma,之後我又開始劇痛,好辛苦呀,咁就做一d運動,好左d啲時候,就行返過去公牛場坐左係度,不斷係度諗野,同埋今日去親邊度都好似有好多鬼跟住哂咁,好唔舒服啦,坐坐下又開始痛過,身體裡面有種好怪啲感覺,好似就黎爆d力量出黎咁,之前未試過啲,而且我未試過有呢d痛楚,唔知點解,1815就走lu.
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