今日......本來冇咩事嫁....一早就返左教會練手鈴......
但係練練吓......我細老打黎同我講......我有一個小學老師自殺死左......
佢係我2年級ge美勞老師...係我5年級ge maths 老師......仲係我6年級ge班主任.....
開頭我都唔信嫁....但係因為我練緊野....所以就同細老講一陣先打比佢.....
一邊練個時...我都係度諗....唔會係ge...點會牙....佢平時咁開朗.......
後來......我練完之後就立即打比我細老......
我細老同我講話佢真係死左......我係唔相信....點解佢要死.....
我個時係即刻話比我旁邊個個思穎聽.....我地個導師好勁...一望就知發生左咩事......
呾佢就即刻問我地咩事......
但係我答唔到佢..未答之前我同思穎已經喊左出黎......
我地喊到收唔到聲......喊完之後....我地2個隻眼都腫左......
返完團契....行左陣街....返到屋企....我細老上埋yahoo個網比我睇....
我個時好想喊....佢係一個曾經令我好討厭ge老師....
但係...佢愛我地班...佢令到我改變左...
佢由一個令我討厭ge老師...變左一個令我愛戴ge老師......
佢同我地班玩到喪哂....都繼續同我地玩....
又同我班啲女仔去BBQ...又同我班啲男仔去playing football......
佢又話我maths成日唔小心......但係如果唔係佢...
我宜家啲maths都唔可以咁好......
我一邊寫lee篇日記個時....我都喊...我唔想失去一位咁好ge老師......
我緊加唔想再一次返到小學個時....見唔到佢ge笑容.....
點解人生要咁脆弱......點解人ge思想要咁......
點解......點解今次死個個係佢.....
考試......冇心情......唔想再溫......是是但但咁過左佢咪算囉......
我唔想再喊....但係我冇辦法......我再一次控制唔到自己ge淚水.....
心情灰灰......喊就係我宜家做緊ge野......

lee句野....真係講得好岩......
失去才懂珍惜......
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